I will be loved! (BWWM)

Chapter Fourteen

Danielle's Prov:

The whole point of having a best friend is so you have someone to help you threw the tough times in life. Someone to give you advice on what to do in life. A best friend is someone who knows you better then you know yourself, and will stand by you no matter what. At this very moment in my life it didn't feel like I had any best friends. Tabby and I were currently fighting, and not just a little hissy fight, like full on not talking to one another kind of fighting. And Penelope being the loving one that she is, isn't taking sides, which means she doesn't let either one of us talk about the other one. Which basically means I have no one to talk to.

I thought about Dan or Greg, but that would just be weird. I mean I couldn't go and talk to Greg considering he was dating Tabby. And I really didn't want to tell Dan about any of my problems because he was one of Luke's best friends, and he has known Tabby a lot longer then he has known me. And I really didn't want to make things awkward between all of us. Which means that only my grandmother and aunt left to talk to.

Let me tell you they can give some amazing advice, but sometimes you just need to vent without having the person your venting to give you a lecture. Someone to just sit there and agree with everything your saying, or to just listen to everything you say. Not advice and over analyze everything. That's exactly what my grandmother and aunt did, they made it into a life lesson session.

Which is why I need my best friends back. By getting Tabby fully back into my life, I can get Penelope fully back into to my life as well. Which is what I planned on doing today. It was Sunday and we haven't had a family dinner in a long time. So I hoped that everyone being under the same roof would help us be able to hash out all the negative energy we had towards one another. I mean there was only two ways it could go. The first option was we could all sit down and talk everything out, and become close again. The second option being that us talking would turn into screaming and not talking to one another for an even longer period. It was a fifty fifty chance that things would end up good.

But I honestly didn't know how that was going to happen with me bringing Ben over. Let me tell you it wasn't my intention and I truly didn't want him to come to this Sunday diner. There was a various amount of reasons as to why him coming was a bad idea. First off the last time he came Luke and him went at it, and even hit one another. The second reason being that Luke had ended things with me just a month ago. Things were still fresh and it was going to be awkward being in the same space as them both. The third reason being I wanted to make things better with Tabby and I and I didn't know how to do that while trying to keep the peace between everyone. Long rant short I didn't want Ben to come today, but my grandmother personally called and invited him over. Which meant I couldn't even say that it was just a family thing. I was stuck with him coming.

The good thing about him coming was I was going to actually have someone to talk to. To be by my side incase something bad went down tonight. I needed that extra support and Ben would definitely be there to help be through it all.

There was a knock at my door that broke me out of my thoughts. I turned to look at my door to see Penelope standing there with a small smile on her face. "Hey just wanted to let you know that Tabby and I were headed out."

"Okay, Ben should be here soon." I replied to her as I put my hair up into a messy bun.

"Hey are you okay?" She asked me as she walked further into my room. I nodded my head at her words.

"Yeah I am okay, I'm just scared about how things are going to go down tonight. I don't want anything bad to happen. I just want everyone to be on good terms with everyone. I hate how everyone is so upset me with me." I explained to her. She nodded her head and walked closer to where I was.