Two Hearts // n. horan

Eighteen : Finally Finishing Exams & More Alone Time

A/N : THIS SELFIE OMG I WISH HE POSTED MORE SELFIES && sorry if it seems like I'm lacking ! it's just I've been busy cause school started again on Monday & I have volleyball but I promise I'll update again this week ! enjoy & sorry if it's a little shorter than usual ! READ THE AUTHORS NOTE AT THE END !!!

Callie :

So today I take my last exam and let me just say how great I feel knowing that after today I have a three week break. Since Niall has been gone every single day this week I've been able to study a ton and I feel like so far I've done good on my exams. So much for best friend bonding, I barely ever saw him. He'd either be on a date with Jennifer or coming home late and for me I'd be either studying or at school. I knew I was right when I told him I wasn't his first priority anymore. Niall has been posting everything on Twitter and a little bit of Instagram about Jennifer and him dating, like you'd think he'd wanna be more private and wasn't the social media type boyfriend? After getting lost in my thoughts I realized that it's time to take my last exam. I can not wait to get this done and over with.

Niall :

Can this date get any more boring and painful. Kelly thought it'd be "fun" to go iceskating as a date. Let me just say good thing Harry was the one to ice skate for his date in the 'Night Changes' music video. I was falling a lot at first but now I'm finally getting better. Jennifer on the other hand kept falling and slipping and I really didn't have the patience to keep helping her up and her giggling like really? We aren't even dating and all we'll ever be is friends. I don't even really like Jennifer. When they say "opposites attract" that's a lie cause if you are then what do you talk about and what do you do together? I'm not going to complain about this relationship though because I am not making this fake dating thing longer that it needs to be, I said I'd do my part of the deal and I intend on it. I just want this stupid date to be over.

Callie :

YES EXAMS ARE OVER AND MY THREE WEEK BREAK HAS STARTED. YAY!! I drive home and jam out to the radio. When I get home I start to pack for tomorrow because our flight is already tomorrow to Ireland. So I just found out yesterday Jennifer is coming with us for the holidays and is going to be on the same flight round trip. WOW TALK ABOUT SO FUN!!! Note the sarcasm. Niall went home yesterday after his millionth date with Jennifer to pack his stuff for the trip too. I'm honestly dreading this trip now that Jennifer is going and I'll end up being the third wheel. So far I've called my mom everyday since Niall's been staying here, I've been alone and I like calling my mom. My mom was angry about Jennifer coming with us to Ireland and just Niall dating this girl I've never heard of in general. She said how wrong this was and how Niall and I were meant to be together, I guess not. I finished packing my stuff and call my mom again.

Niall :

As soon as I was able to take those iceskates off and drive home it felt so great. That was one of the worst dates so far we've done. I'm excited for tomorrow but I feel bad for Callie, it's going to be Jennifer, Callie, and I in the same row for a whole plane ride. Callie has never even officially met Jennifer yet, hopefully it just goes well. I feel bad I haven't even hung out with Callie this whole time that I've been staying at her house, I've been with Jennifer. I feel so bad and I know Callie is upset about it, she doesn't need to lie to me. Callie just smiles and acts happy for me, but is she really? I heard her on the phone with her mom and she was talking about me.

Her exact words were: "Yeah I know mom, it just sucks that I let him stay with me and it was even his idea. I haven't even hung out with him once with him being here. He's out with Jennifer and I knew this would happen! He said I'd stay his first priority and that's crap because I know how relationships work. It's fine I know, I just wish maybe he'd never asked to stay with me cause honestly it hurts more seeing him leave to go on dates with her and me staying here."

Callie's words hurt me because everything she said was right. I was going to try to make it up to her some how on this trip, it was going to be hard though cause to my family she's my girlfriend so I have to spend even more time with her there infront of my family. I'm a terrible best friend but I didn't choose for this to happen, if anything I'd rather be with her. However she doesn't know that and I wish she did, but no one can know about this relationship being fake.

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written : 1/5/16 & 1/8/16
published : 1/8/16