Two Hearts // n. horan

Nineteen : Third Wheeling on the Flight Home

A/N : do you guys remember this ? throwback to the good old days ! anyways enjoy this long chapter !

Callie :

Our flight is at 2pm and right now it's currently 1:30 and we were waiting outside the gate. A ton of paparazzi are here and only a couple of fans. Niall stopped to take pictures with fans and sign some things and he didn't mind because he believed every fan of his deserved the right to meet him. Jennifer didn't look too happy and was being really clingy towards Niall. She kept grabbing his arm and holding his hand like wow cause you guys haven't had enough bonding time.

Right now I was sitting on my phone dreading this flight, I look up to see Jennifer on Niall's shoulder and his arm around her waist basically just being touchy. All these paparazzi were taking crazy pictures and they didn't seem to mind. Finally it was time to board the plane. I was just going to listen to music and text Liam the whole time. Niall bought us all wifi for the plane ride. Liam felt bad about the whole Jennifer plane ride thing but I wasn't about to change my flight just cause she was there. I talked to her for the first time today and she seemed alright, she's not my type of friend though, we're too different based on what I already know about her. I was going to be nice to her though because she is Niall's girlfriend so he must see something in her.

We get on the plane and I sit at the window seat and take out my Nikon camera so I can take pictures of the sky. It went Jennifer, Niall, then me. Great. As soon as I sat down and put my stuff down I plugged in my earbuds and started to play music. Listening to music was something I loved, like when you wanna jam out or cry over a heartbreak music can help you out. Right now my favorite song are "All I Want" by Kodaline and "Jar of Hearts" by Glee and more. It helps me out with my feelings for Niall and how he's with someone else but I still love him no matter what. I start to listen to "All I want" and shut out Niall and Jennifer's constant flirting that breaks my heart even more.

(A/N listen to those songs if you wanna feel the vibe for this chapter ! I think these songs are good for Callie's feelings right now)

Niall :

Callie was really quiet ever since this morning, she just did things on her own and unannounced. For example she went ahead to security without us, left and got Starbucks, went to the store to buy candy, and went to the bathroom without telling anyone and every time she just came back to the gate after she was done. She never even said "Oh hey I'm leaving to go here, I'll be back." She said nothing. Even now on the plane she was leaned against the plane window with earbuds in and on her phone texting someone. Maybe she was bored because I was with Jennifer? Probably. Jennifer was reading some magazines and I was just on my phone. Callie pulled out her camera and took some pictures of the sky then put it back, she always loved sky pictures. I didn't talk to her because I didn't want her to be mad at me and looked like she wanted to be left alone.

I then got lost in a game I was playing and look up at Callie who was asleep with her arms crossed looking quite upset. Jennifer on the other hand was reading another magazine. It was strange to see how different they are from each other. Callie was listening to music, taking pictures of the sky, on her phone, and sleeping. Jennifer was reading magazines about makeup and stuff. Callie was dressed in sweats and a hoodie from that brand PINK with her hair up with no makeup. Jennifer though was wearing this full on designer outfit and a full face of makeup with her hair curled. They're just so different from each other.

I look at Callie and she's still sleeping with earbuds in her ear. What was she listening to? I carefully click the home button to look "Jar of Hearts" by Glee Cast. She did enjoy Glee. Then the song ended right after I saw it and "All I Want" by Kodaline started playing. Kodaline? I look up the songs on my phone and listen to them. I look up that first song by Glee.

"Who do you think you are? Running around leaving scars? Collecting your jar of hearts and tearing love apart. You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul. So don't come back for me, who do you think you are? I hear you're asking all around, find them anywhere to be found. I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms." Was this about heartbreak? A guy breaking a girl's heart? I continue to listen for more clues.

"I wish I could miss the first time that we kissed. Cause you broke all your promises." Wait first kiss? Is this song about me in her opinion?

The song ends and I start "All I Want" by Kodaline.

"When you said your last goodbye, I died a little bit inside. I laid in tears in bed all night. Along without you by my side. But if you loved me, why'd you leave me? Take my body, take my body. All I wanted and all I needed was to find somebody, I'll find somebody." Okay why are these songs so depressing and about heart break?! Why was Callie listening to all these sad songs? They do say you listen to songs you feel. Why was she so sad? Was she becoming depressed? No that's definitely not it. I looked at Callie and became worried, was she doing alright? How would I know though? Sadly, I haven't been around to know.

Jennifer : (yes this is happening)

I look up from my magazine to see Niall staring at Callie. Why does Niall keep looking at Callie all concerned. He's MY boyfriend, okay whatever maybe by contract but who cares? He's mine. I try to go back to my magazine but it doesn't help, so I just let my thoughts roam. Niall could make me so famous and a popular model. I need Niall for my modeling career that I've wanted ever since I was younger. Do I care if we last? Not really, but if he keeps bringing in new modeling jobs then why not? Am I mean or selfish person? No, I'm not. I'm just tired of walking around not getting the modeling job I deserve. I'm sure people have felt the same way I feel too. All I need is a big bang in the modeling world and boom I have a permanent model job for an agency. I'm tired of doing little things here and there. I look over at Callie and Niall, they are so in love with each other but are so oblivious to it. Callie seems alright but she needs to back up a little cause he's mine. I'm not going to go all mean Jennifer mode on her but she needs to know what's mine and what's her, and Niall ain't it in her favor. They can date all they want after Niall and I are over but until then, Niall is my boyfriend.

Callie :

I wake up to someone shaking me.

"Callie wake up. We're in Ireland." Niall says quietly. I mumble a thanks then put all my stuff in my bag and walk out without saying a word. I wasn't giving silent treatment, I just wanted some alone time for myself and Niall wasn't trying so why should I? He doesn't even know the effect he has on me and that he's breaking my heart but I still stay.

We get out to see our parents waiting for us. There wasn't any paparazzi here, weird. I ran up to my mom and hug her tight, I almost started to cry. I then hug Maura too and see Niall and Jennifer walking up to them too now. Niall hugs his mom then my mom but Jennifer just stands awkwardly and hugs Mauara weirdly and just stares at my mom unsure of what to do. Awkward silence much? Maura starts talking to me and telling me how she missed me and everything while we walked to the car. In the car I caught up with my mom and it was nice to be back home.

I look over to see Niall and I's neighborhood coming up. I look over to see Niall and Jennifer taking selfies on Jennifer's phone. What is with them and pictures? Niall is kissing Jennifer's cheek and then Jennifer is smiling. I wonder if they've kissed yet? Well they have been dating for like what 3 weeks now? I haven't seen them kiss yet, which is nice because I don't know if I'll be able to handle it.

"We're home!!" Maura yells.

I look at Niall's house and nothing's changed and the memories stayed too that were made in this house. I look at the house then at Niall and Jennifer then back to the house. This was going to be a long break.

A/N : did you guys enjoy Jennifer's point of view being in here ? yes or no ? comment ! I'm not trying to make Jennifer a bad person but in the next few chapters she won't be so nice to Callie but she'll have a reason behind it that you'll learn soon ! I hope you enjoyed this chapter & I'll be sure to update again tomorrow !!

written : 1/8/16
published : 1/8/16