Shiba Inu ✧ Xiao

Surprise pt. 2

miu was at the class during daytimes. she barely talks to anyone because she's on her period. she has mood swings that makes her not wanting to waste her voice just to talk to random person.

she stayed in her seat while playing her phone. she kept staring at her conversation with dongyeol, a.k.a, xiao.

those days where xiao actively replied to her. she kept staring his picture that his fansites posted. he really looks like a puppy. small puppy. he looks like one of those dog race, what is it called again?

Shiba inu.

she said in her mind.

she really loves dogs. especially shiba inu. although she couldn't have it as a pet, because her grandma hates pets, she's now dating with someone who looks like it.

daring, caring, cute, and funny.

and now she missed him. she felt like she annoyed him. annoyed him until he didn't want to text back or call.

usually, xiao was the one who texted her good mornings during their first month. but due to his busy schedule, he's not on the phone like he always did before he debuted as UP10TION.

she sighed.

"where is he.."

she noticed a few calls back from him this morning. but when she called him back, he didn't answer her. now she has let go of her precious moment to talk to him again.

she always act toughed whenever her friends asked if she's okay. but she never be okay until xiao appear to answer her.

"if only.. i didn't trust him that easily."

she thought.

"he's only a guy you met on omegle dear. online datings are real in dramas only. why i never think of that. silly me." she burried her face on her crossed arm.

"when will school be over? i want to go home."

"when he finally shows up. i have to end this before my heart gets cancer."

"i have to." she wiped down her tears. she's not mentally strong to do this. she has to gather all of the courage to say all of this to him.

after all, he got more famous these days. interacting with several groups. and there's girl groups too! even though it was only for the sake of a show, she's scared if he gets too close with other girls.

seeing him with another girl makes her think all of the negatives thoughts she could possibly think.

she's scared. she loves him. she actually fell for her own trap. saying she'll give it a try to do a long distance relationship. only give it a try made the girl fell for him deeply.

"it's only a words but why am i so affected by it?" she asked to herself.

"how much tears i should spend for only a non-existed boy in my real life?"

"can i really meet him though?"

then she remembered the scholarship program will send her to korea this winter. the program said she will be send there to learn the culture and make friends with the locals there to improve her verbal skills. and also, the university side will hold a seminar and a building tour around the campus.

"but... will i meet him though?" she asked that again to herself.

"wont he be more famous when i get there?"

"how to hide ourself from papparazis?" she asked.

she sighed again. it's already like a habbit for her.