Rey's P.O.V.
Oh would just someone, anyone let me out of this torture chamber! I slammed the walls, trying to seek attention from anyone, I don't care. I got a quick response from a mindless stormtrooper, pointing his blaster at my face. God what did I do to you? I raised my hands and stepped back as he stepped towards me dragging my hand, he faced outside and I wasn't surprised that Ren was standing there, staring like he's gonna end the poor guy's life. "Where are you taking her? Answer me!" He acted as if I was his slave worth a million something. He knows what's gonna happen, I can feel his bones shiver as he got his head down and ran as fast as he can away from the hot-headed freak. "You! Don't go with strangers." Didn't he just ordered for one lately? Psycho. I was disgusted by how his mind works. How stupid. "Unbelievable. What kind of relationship do we have for you to chain me?" I asked with my chin up, hands on my waist, and brows raised. He was frustrated as he walked to his bedroom like I didn't exist. "Come back here!" But he just made me a fool who mindlessly followed him. He seemed depressed or broke, I don't understand. He dropped his helmet on the floor and it sounded louder than usual. Usual, I am not here, staying because I wanted to, not in a million years.
"Why are you 'keeping' me?" I asked softly hoping his head would cool down. I wouldn't wanna ask why not just kill me, I'm not yet ready, I need strength. He faced me with innocent-looking eyes, so vulnerable to the light, again I gazed at another chance. As the days pass I feel like we're magnets resisting each other whenever we get close, it's the force, it must be. "So, aren't you gonna tell me about your plans?" There's tension in his eyes making mine look away that I cross my brows every time we have eye contact. "Snoke wants you very bad, wants you to join the dark side, so use your head and think of the better good for your power." He walks slowly to me, giving me a cold atmosphere. "If you want a fight then so be it.. Ben." I teased back.
I took time to release what's in here in my chest. I ran away for a moment to think, this is the weirdest hostage scenario I have ever been that I could go anywhere and act normal but not able to escape, this is scarier than anything I tell you. I tried to stop myself from being tempted to escape only because of General Leia. She's all this, she wanted me to do everything even if marrying without love as it seemed from her almost-begging favor where I felt sickly listening for the very first time. Her eyes tell me we're not in the same bloodline, and it made my blood boil a little for Kylo Ren's dumb head. All my purpose now is to pull him to the light, and everything would change is that so, General Leia? I apologize though, even if you don't hear me. Oh I am so stupid to be in this situation, I hate the feeling I get from his stare, even how he moves. Ugh! I shiver in disgust of what I think is true right now. Even if it's been just a few days I already miss Finn, the food, and mostly, my new family. I'm an experiment slowly dying in here, with that childish tantrum-thrower, father slayer! My heart is losing hope, unintentionally carrying a bucket of tears reserved for my future failure. I weep in the fact that the world is this unfair. Sometimes I read his mind, and it left me wanting more. He's hiding something that will destroy all that he's become if exploited. He can't hide it forever, I might know how to end this.
I might know how to end what? I began to be in the mood of checking out his stuff, I won't leave here until I get something real. *knocks* My eyes made my veins feel stretched as I woke up from my dumbest plan on this ride, I feel drums in my chest as my elbows and knees shake as I stood up to open the door. Every knock darkens every second. He was standing shyly holding something behind him, he opened his mouth, mumbled for a bit like he can't say it. We stood parallel for an awkward moment because I wanted him to spit it. "Uh.. I.. I um, Rey l-listen, can I ask you if, well uh.. forget what you're here for, I want to know you better." I can't believe that I'm hearing a scary voice like that say something as such. He scratched his head and I couldn't help but find it attractive. I love his hair so much and how I hate that I'm loving it. Inside my head I'm killing myself shouting curses for feeling this way. What is this now? I'm wasting my life for these questions, the only thing I think that I'm getting is the sign of him changing, which sadly, is just 25 out of 75 percent. We're like a broken light flickering till it's dead, nothing's happening, I'm not winning anything. General, I hope you send me even the slightest of help you can. I'm so stupid that I broke my phone. What am I up to really? I'm useless. Beads of sweat fall down from my forehead foreshadowing failure, I'm not like this, I muttered as i focus on thinking about the real scenario.
Kylo Ren's P.O.V.
I don't know who to follow, Snoke or the whispers in my head. She's out of my standards so how? The way she stares is all I question. Every time I sleep nightmares enter my mind completing every mystery her eyes bring me. Instead of giving it to her, I brought up the traitor who joined them in the resistance. This is probably not the best time to ruin my biggest task. Supreme leader, I will do what you commanded me, I just need time. She became furious hearing the traitor's name, but it's a good thing she doesn't have weapons or I wouldn't like where this is headed to. A waterfall suddenly came down from her sorrowful eyes that looked so strong together with the deepest galaxies. She's so numb, she definitely needs a teacher, and the both of us will r.. "Hey, talk to me" She came in bringing up why she's here, and I'm here to ask why she wouldn't escape. This must be the way. She invaded my privacy right in front of me searching everywhere to satisfy her useless thoughts, then she stopped at a corner, looked back at me and down the piece of paper she's holding. I stretched out my hand to get it but she didn't failed to stop me. I walked straight to her, guilty with anger, but I wouldn't place a scar on that girl, not her. She hid it behind her shivering in terror. We were fighting in our eyes, but couldn't move. This isn't the time, or there'll never be time for this. She's too powerful, too useful to be gone that fast.
Before her it was just my search for the droid, she made it worse, made me crumple my plans. Han Solo, one of the main reasons she loathes me, how could she think he'll be her father? Worthless. What a waste for dreaming. I never had a father, he abandoned me. She doesn't need him, she needs someone like me. I slammed a desk in my chambers, digging deep in my darkest thoughts, slowly getting to an unhealthy obsession. I never built a universe like this before (in my head). She made it go over the boundaries of someone like me. I buried the thought that she's just poisoning my ruthless heart. Waiting to burn my soul in the coldest temperature that could stiffen the nerves and chill the bones. I envision a blistering desert storm swallowing all existence. I heard someone coughing, got down on his frail knees to give up, and the storms calm down. Then I saw her in place like the one in our duel. Her lightsaber is thirsty for blood, yet she's feeling very weak to kill. I grinned as I looked at her weapons scattered on her bed, half a mind of disposing them. I'll train her my way. She'll realize.
I made her fall asleep for half a day to examine her. I caressed her cheeks and held her hand tight, she has the greatest power in the world for stealing my heart. I straightened her head as it was leaning on her left. The face of my future, here with me. But she doesn't know the things I keep in my darkest thoughts , she needs to earn them. I set her in a dream of her life from when she was in that desert planet. I need to see them. Tears were falling from her eyes after a while, and I was getting everything sealed in. She's full of potential, just what I need. I was being haunted by my guilt that I consciously laid a cut on my arm for hating myself that I became the monster she programmed in her head. Why? I want to be free of this pain, I need her badly that I don't want to pretend anymore. A steady stare can blow it all away. I can hardly breathe staring at my biggest dream, laying flat on a table in peace and nightmares. This won't be for long I promise you.
It's the last hour, I was sweating as my hands shake at the thought of getting caught. The clothes I ordered for her came. I checked every detail and there was a tiny scratch, not much for an argument. I placed it on her bed together with a note and when I heard her cough, I turned my head quickly and got out to Snoke to ask for help though I'm not completely dedicated to this task. I look up on him in the eyes of guilt, I feel a blocked part in my cold heart suffocating me to follow my plans.
