1: crashing down

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Alex's p. O. V

I woke up crying.
Another nightmare.
I unlocked my phone to see the faces of Dan and Phil and all my other fave YouTubers looking at me. I smiled.

I went on Twitter to see Dan had tweeted saying there will hopefully be an extra special video coming.

I Favorited it and retweeted before getting ready for potential adopters. But I'm never getting out of here.

I headed in to my adjoined bathroom and looked in the mirror.

I ran my hand through my blue emo hair frowning. The colour was going.
I showered and washed my hair. I styled it then headed to my wardrobe to pick an outfit.

I pulled out a black Dan and Phil jumper, a Harry potter t-shirt, black ripped skinny jeans, black boots, a whisker necklace and a muse beanie.

I put the outfit on then did my make up and smiled in the mirror, I looked kinda pretty.

I then sat down on my bed and put on a spotify playlist. I looked at the time. Stopping my music I ran down the stairs to get a pain au chocolat before they ran out.

Once I had finished I heard to the room to stand and wait for adopters.

I was joined by other kids in the 13- 16 section. The adopter walked through the door backs to us and looked through our details.

"Your never getting adopted emo bitch" Lizzie whispered to me.

I then lost my shit.

" YOU KNOW WHAT LIZZIE JUST FUCK OF YOUR A BITCH AND HAVE ALWAYS MADE ME FEEL SHIT" I yelled at her.

"Oh go kill your self slut I'd be so much happier" she smiled smugly.

"Maybe I will" I whispered and ran to my room.

Dan's P. O.V

 Me and Phil pulled up at the orphanage to adopt a child. We walked in with other people and looked at some details of kids. I Turned around when I heard shouting.

Then a girl ran out crying after someone told her to kill herself.

I ran after her seeing her run in to a room.

ALEXS P. O. V

I ran in to my room and grabbed the bottle of anti depressants off my desk. I sat on my bed pulling at the lid crying.
"FUCKING OPEN" I yelled.
Suddenly a strong pair of arms grabbed me while another grabbed the pills.
I didn't look at them only collapsed on my Dan and Phil pillow crying.
"YOU ruined it I wanted to die and YOU ruined it" I sobbed.

" I'm sorry but we couldn't let you die I saw you so Phil and I had to do something when that girl said stuff"

I froze. He said Phil and I.
His voice.

"Who are you? " I whispered.

"Well by the posters I think you would know us" Phil laughed.

I sat up not looking at them.

"The day I meet you I try to kill myself" I whispered.

"Alex,look at me" Dan said.

I turned slowly.
I raised my head and looked at him.

"Your worth everything don't ever try to kill yourself" he said pulling me in to a hug. Phil joined in. "You better leave to go pick a kid then as that's why your here I guess" I said pulling away from them.

Dan looked at Phil and smiled

"We already know who we are adopting. "Phil said.

"You should go tell them then" I said wiping my eyes.

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