Alex's P. O. V
I woke up the next day.
It was 7:05.
I got dressed.
Grabbed some money and left for town.
Once there I got some purple and black hair dye and came home. I dyed my hair half and half. Getting me emo fringe again. (Picture is her hair)
I then set up my camera and taped a note to my door saying I was recording.
I sat in from of he camera and began.
"Um hey" I began.
"So lately I have been feeling down so instead of a normal video Im going to sing a song.
I will be singing I want to hold your hand by the beetles. Here go's nothing " I took a deep breath then began.
"yeah, I'll tell you something
I think you'll understand
When I'll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
Oh please, say to me
You'll let me be your man
And please, say to me
You'll let me hold your hand
I'll let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
And when I touch you I feel happy
Inside
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide
I can't hide
I can't hide
Yeah, you've got that something
I think you'll understand
When I'll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
And when I touch you I feel happy
Inside
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide
I can't hide
I can't hide
Yeah, you've got that something
I think you'll understand
When I'll feel that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand"
When I stopped I was crying." This is my last video for a while cos I relapsed yesterday and haven't been taking my anti depressants so I need to try to get normal again I'm sorry, I will still post on social media though. Love you all so much"
I stopped recording and started crying again.
After a few minutes I checked the time. 10:47.
I edited the video and uploaded it. It was then 11:26. I went in to the lounge to see Phil on the phone. I hoverd in the door way listening
"Yes okay.... I'll keep it a secret from her.... Yeah I saw the video to.... at vid con yeah?.... okay I'll make sure we are there thank you bye" he hung up..
I walked in.
"Hey phil" I said.
He jumped at my voice.
"Oh um hey pumpkin. See you have changed your hair for the second time this week" he said forcing a laugh.
"Yeah um so Dan's birthday is in a week then after mine we have vidcon right? " I said.
"Yeah we do'
"Okayyyyy"
Phil's P. O. V
I watched Alex's new video.
I then got a call from an un known number
(P=Phil and u= un known and t=tyler)
P:hello?
U: hello Phil um I'm tyler Hagen I got your number from a friend of mine
P:why did you ring me?
T:I saw your daughter's cover video and was wondering if she wanted to sing with me at vidcon as I'm doing a show on the last day
P:yeah okay... I'll keep it a secret from her... I saw the video to.
T:so can she.
P:vidcon right?
T:yeah
P:okay I will make sure we are there thanks bye.
T:bye
I stood dumbfound. Alex was going to sing on stage in less than a month.
Alex's P. O. V
it was now 9;:57 pm.
Skye didn't come round I didn't want her to.
I wouldn't be going back to school Untill the new year, I had to Agust to having anti depressants again.
I was sat on my bed scrolling though tumblr. Thinking.
Dan and Phil were drifting away from me. It was only a matter of time U ntill I lossed them like I lost my family so long ago.
I lay down under the cover. I fell in to a deep sleep.
I was locked in my bathroom crying. I had enough with being bullied I was 10 and forced to grow up.
I started hammering on the tiled floor. "I FUCKING HATE IT HERE"
I yelled.
"Hun calm down I'm here just open up"my mum's soft voice called through the door.
"MUM HELP THE KITCHENS ON FIRE" my older brother Jaime yelled.
"Alex stay where you are I'll be back" my mum said pannicing before running off. I heard the screams of my sister Annie and my brother Jaime.
I heard faint knocks on the door.
"H-hello? " I called.
"Alex I'm scared. Everyone's upset and the downstairs is red and orange." My 3year old sister jemma cried.
I opened the door and picked her up. I made my way downstairs.
Smoke.
Smoke.
And more smoke.
And fire.
Lots of fire.
All my fault.
I got to the kitchen covering jemmas face to protect her.
I saw my mum and dad. On the floor. Life less. There was Jaime. On fire. I watched his final movements. Annie. Well Annie grabbed my arm from behind. I dropped jemma. I cried out.
She didn't hear. The bookshelf in the hall fell on top of jemma as she crawled over to us.
She died instantly.
I got out.
Annie died of to much smoke intake.
I woke up crying at 7am. I lay still to scared to move.
I got out my phone. Shaking I rang dan although he was in the next room.
"Hmm hello? "
"Dan I need you" I said crying down the phone.
He hung up and seconds later aperd at my door with Phil.
He saw my face and came over engulfing me in a hug while Phil left the room. Seconds later I heard the kettle boiling.
"I'm sorry dan" I said in to his chest.
"Its okay darling" he said hugging me close.
After a few minutes Phil returned with a tray. With 3 mugs of hot chocolate and cookies.
I siped my drink.
"I drempt of the night I lossed my family" I whispered.
"Do you want to talk about it? " Phil asked softly.
"Not yet soon though when I'm better" I said.
"That's fine hun we still love you" dan said.
Okay that's it for this chapter. Did anyone do anything for Valentine's day?
I went to town with my boyfriend and he got me this adorable teddy. Also as cheesy as this sounds when he kissed me i had to stop cos I was smiling. Oml I'm in a cheesy cleshe relationship 😂😂 anyway good bye everyone ~m♡☆
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