Sorry i took so long to update i was at an army camp and only got back today
Alex's p. O. V
I had been here a week.
Never had I wanted to kill myself more.
I grew more depressed everyday. They say if I didn't improve I'll stay here longer.
I'll try.
It was roughly three in the morning.
I climbed out of bed and got my phone. I tiptoed out of the room careful to stay out of view of cameras. I went to the bathroom and dialed Phil's number.
P: Alex?
A: Phil I need you and dan
P: what do you mean?
A: I feel like sh- poo and I miss you guys so much
P: If we can we will visit in the morning but you need to go to bed and promise you will try and be good.
A: okay. Can I talk to dan?
P:sure.
I heard movement and dan groan.
D: Alex are you okay?
A: I am I just miss you guys and I know I shouldn't be ringing you but I couldn't help it please come see me soon I'm going crazy and the therapy isn't working.
D: okay Alex we will I love you
P: I love you to
A: love you guys bye.
I heard the door of the bathroom open. I stuffed my phone in my sock and came out.
There was matron.
"Alex what are you doing up? " she said softly.
" I felt sick"
" you should of come to my office"
"I'm sorry I didn't know"
" that's okay now are you sure there's nothing else? "
" just one thing. When am I getting out? "
"I can't say to much but you and two others are leaving within the next two weeks"
" Oh my god yay! Thanks you" I rushed hugging her.
" go on go to bed alex" she chuckled.
I ran to my room and climbed in to bed.
Then I felt something warm slide in next to me.
" I had a bad dream" jemma said looking up at me.
" come here, Nothing can hurt you" I said hugging her.
" it was about the fire. I miss mummy"
" as do i"
****
It was the next day and I woke up early. Exited that dan and Phil were visiting.
I brushed my hair letting the natural curls fall across my back.
I put on some jeans and a vest top. Then a jumper.
I frowned in the small bathroom mirror. I wasn't aloud to have makeup so i looked horrible.
I shrugged and put on the trainers I came in.
I walked to the cafeteria. Grabbing some toast and orange juice and sitting down at a table near the door.
I nibbled my food.
Then someone Sat next to me.
" good morning alex" Jordan said smiling.
"Good morning"
"You need to eat more Alex" he
Said sounding concerned.
"Why it's just food" I shrugged.
" You will end up badly hurt and in hospital like me"
" look in just not hungry today" I said standing up and running out.
I went and waited in the visitors center for half an hour before the doors opened reveling dan and Phil.
" dan Phil! " I yelled running over and huging them.
" where's your bags? " Phil asked.
" what do you mean? " I asked confused.
"You are coming home today! " dan yelled hugfing me.
I smiled as I ran and packed my stuff.
I stoped when I saw jemma packing.
" where are yu going? " I asked.
" a couple adopted me and I'm aloud to go" she said. Then zoe and Alfie walked in with Dan and Phil.
" You ready jemma." Zoe asked
" yes let me say bye to my sister first" she said walking over to me.
" sister? " zoe asked me confused.
" we were once sisters but out parents died in a fire but we both survived and didn't know about the other until a few days ago" I said hugging my baby sister.
"Come vist me yeah? " she said in to my hair.
" of course. I love you jemma"
" love you too Alex "
I finished packing and zoe, alfie, Dan, Phil, jemma and I walked to the main office.
I looked around and saw Jordan sat on a seat with a family.
He looked over and saw me.
He got up and came over.
" I'm going to miss you alex" he said frowning.
" as will I. We could always meet up you have my number"
" yeah. Well thanks for being there for me. Good bye" he said.
" bye" I said pulling him in to a hug.
He pulled away slightly and kissed my cheek .
"See you around" he grinned walking off.
" not going to ask" dan chuckled.
I laughed and walked out with my family.
A/N
Short chapter I know but I was away all week so couldn't update and I'm tired as hell. Next chapter will be better I promise. Also thanks for 1.11k reads. I never thought I would ever get that many.
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