Alex's p. O. V
I woke up the next day feeling worse.
I looked in the mirror in the bathroom.
My bright blue hair seemed dull.
I was fat.
I was ugly.
I was depressed.
I hated life.
I went in to my room.
I got a note book and pen.
I got my blades and anti depressants.
I went in to the bathroom.
I started writing.
Dear dan,
Your an amazing dad I love you so much and the fact you saved me when I overdosed is amazing I love you for that but I can't take it anymore living in this world.
I'm sorry.
Alex xx
I then wrote another one.
Dear Phil.
Your amazing Phil. No pun intended.
You and dan have saved my life on numerous occasions but this time your can't. I'm suffering with the bullying the eating disorder. The self harm.
I'm sorry.
Alex xx
I taped the notes on the kitchen door.
I went in the bathroom.
I took all the pills. Then I regretted it. I grabbed the bottle. Tears streaming down my face and ran in to their room.
"IM SORRY DAN PHIL HELP ME!" I yelled crying harder and feeling weaker and dizzy.
"What the fuck is going on Alex " dan said panic in his eyes.
"Alex what did you do"
I held up the empty bottle.
"I'm sorry I regret it' I said before collapsing on the floor.
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I woke up to see white everywhere.
I knew where I was.
I was happy to be alive.
I started crying.
A doctor came in and smiled.
"I'm glad your up Alex" he said.
"So am I. I shouldn't of overdosed.i Shouldn't of done that to dan and Phil. " I cried.
"Well at least your here and dan and Phil stil love you"
As if on cue a tired dan and Phil walked in and hugged me.
"Lets go home" Phil said.
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Adopted By Phan
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