Dan's P. O. V
Phil sat comforting me while I cried in to his chest. We were in the wating room at the hospital waiting an praying our baby makes it. The drugs had been in her system for so long it wasn't Likely she was alive but I couldn't lose her.
Alex's p. O. V. ( bet no one saw this one coming aye)
I didn't know where I was. All I knew wad that it was dark and I couldn't open my eyes. I was a live. At least I think I am.
" she's becoming stable" someone says.
" but how she's practically gone" another exlaims.
" I'm not sure but she could still die at any moment so don't tell her dad's" someone orders.
I need to wake up. I have to.
Then I did.
My eyes opened to reveal doctors and nurses all around me.
" she alive! "
"Shall we tell the parents? "
" NO DONT" I find myself yelling.
" calm down miss take it easy" a man says. Obviously the one in charge.
" don't tell them"
Why not" he says laying my back down.
" I wanted to die to make their life easier and if I live then they will have a hard one again, tell them I died something please" I begged. Then my heart sped up and I could breath.
"we are losing her" someone yelled.
" she had no pulse"
" get the AED now! "
"Clear "
Boom.
" clear"
Boom.
" stable".
I didn't know what was happening only that Dan and Phil couldn't know I'm still alive.
Dan's P. O. V
After what felt like hours a doctor came out.
He was young with blonde hair and mine and green eyes.
" Dan howell and Phil lester" he spoke.
" yes" Phil piped up.
" I'm so sorry to say this but your daughter, Alex, she. She didn't make it,"
That's what broke me.
I cried and cried in to Phil's arms. I can't believe my baby girl is dead.
" Dan baby please look at me" Phil said through his tears.
" you know what we have to do right? "
"Yes I know but I dont want to" I said crying harder.
" she wanted it Danny"
"Okay".
" doc," Phil said turning to he doctor still stood there.
" she said the last time she tried to kill herself that when she dies she wants to be cremated so we don't have to see her at all.can you possibility do that? "
" of course"
Doctor tom Shepard p. O. V (oooooooo)
I walked away from the couple feeling guilty as ever and back to Alex's room.
" I told them. They said they want to cremate you so they don't see your body"
" okay" she whispered
" when you are better we will work on making you look different" I said looking at the broken child before me. " what do you want to look like"
" green eyes and i could dye my hair ginger."
" I'll get the stuff for you and then you can stay with me for a while, Dan gave me these he asked if I could desposeof them so they don't have to go hrough the pain" I held up her phone and laptop
" thank you so much Tom really" she said taking them from me.
Phil's p.O. v several weeks later.
The #ripalex had died down now but I hadn't forgotten. No one questioned why dan and I hadn't posted. They knew.
We moved back to London and didn't leave toe house.
We should though at some point..
"Phil" dan said walking in. " would you be up for doing a live stream with me to talk to every one and let them know we are okay"
"Sure"
"I'll tweet about it"
Within ten minutes we were on our bed with the laptop.
People kept joining so they could know what was going on. Then in the comments one name caught my eye.
Heyitsalex. I'm sorry guys. I froze and a single tear slipped down my face.
" I can't do this I'm sorry Dan I have to go. " I said kissing his cheak and running out the flat.
I pulled out my phone and rang her number.
"Please pick up"
Nothing.
" I guess she's gone for real" I said as I cried in to my knees.
And that is all for this book. Who likes the idea of Alex surviving? If you do or don't comment and if you want a sequal then tell me below that is all and good bye xx
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