Sorry last chapter was 7 but I put6 oops anyway I'm back and feel better picture is of Alex in his chapter
Phil's P. O. V
It had been two weeks since the incident with Skye. Alex and her were great and still togeter.
It was Dan's birthday in 11 days and I hadn't got him anything yet but I had planned his party. And to make it better two weeks after that was Alex's birthday!
Today Alex and I were going to town to get dan a present.
"Comeon Alex we need to go" I yelled from the lounge.
" ugh hang on my phone keeps freezing" she said walking in.
She was wearing a burgundy jumper, black skirt, leggings, boots, a bag and had normal Brown hair.
"Alex did you dye your hair. Again. " I frowned.
"Yeah didn't like the way it was so yeah. Thought a normal colour would work until I found one I liked" she grinned.
"Okay well let's go." I said walking towards the door. I stood and turned to face Alex all of a sudden.
"YOU had an emo fringe yesterday"
"I still do just pushed it out the way so I look more tumblr today" she laughed.
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Alex's P. O. V
Phil and I spent ages in town before we finally settled on presents for dan.
Phil got him a new I phone case and a stuffed llama, I got him a new camera as his was like 2 years old I also got him a new t shirt that said ' I'm as straight as a pole that's bent in half'
We hen ordered a cake to come on his birthday that had a llama a lion and a bear on it.
I then headed home as Phil needed to get a few things.
Once home I wrapped Dan's present and set up my camera to film a video.
I sat down and hit record.
"Oh hey there every one. So as you can see I have normal hair your probably sat there like what the fuck alex Brown non emo hai!? But I still have my emo hair just brushed it back also I'm dying it soon so don't worry. Anyway today I thought I'd do a house tour kind of thing I don't know what Phan is up to right now but I can say now there may not be any kissing in this video if they want it edited out so anyway let's go. " I stoped recording and picked up the camera. I started recording again.
" this is my room.
We have my bed with tøp bed covers and my MacBook on it.
My wardrobe full of clothes.
My desk with my computer and shit and my walk of photos. "
I stoped recording and walked in to Dan and Phil's room.
"Here we have phans room with stuff everywhere cos Phil is messy. "
I walked in to the kitchen still recording " you have no idea how may times I walk in to this bloody glass door" I said.
Then moved on to the lounge.
Before walking in I stoped.
" dan and Phil are in here alone let's see what they are up to" I walked in still recording to see them cuddled up watching a movie.
"Awwwwww you guysss " I cood
"What the fuck Alex go away" dan said burying his head in to Phil's chest obviously going red.
"Aww is dan embarrassed" I giggled.
"Come here you little shi--buinu"
Phil said.
I stoped recording and ran over sitting on Phil's lap.
"I can't believe my two favorite people are turning 25 and 15" he said holding both dan and I close.
***
I headed back to my room to edit the video and film and outro.
***
I uploaded it at 11:59pm.
I then got changed in to a pikachu onesie.
I went in to he lounge to see dan sat on the sofa with the glow of the tv on his face.
"Dan? " I asked.
"Mh yeah" he said sitting up.
"Can Skye come round tomorr-well today"
"Sure just no cheeky sex" he grinned.
"Omg I hate you! " I laughed.
"Go to bed now pumpkin" he said turning of the tv.
"Okay good night dan" I said giving him a hug.
I went to my room and posted on to all social media saying goodnight before falling in to the dark abiss that was the night mixed with my depression. I knew I needed more antidepressants but I thought I could cope. Could I?
The answer was no.
I woke up at 3 in the morning crying. I had a dream where lizzie was back and she hurt me. They all hurt me. I couldn't escape. I ran but I fell. Down. Down. Down. THen I woke up.
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I wiped my eyes.
I got up and walked over to my desk. I took out my box of blades.
"Its been a month" I whispered in to the dark.
I took one out and wrapped in in a tissue. I put it in my pocket and went to the bathrooom locking the door.
I took out my blade. Rolled up my sleeve.
I pressed the metal against my wrist. I dragged it down.
THe blood bubbled and fell down my arm.
I busted in to tears slamming my fists on the tiles in the wall.
"FUCK OFF" I yelled as I heard banging on the door.
"Open up alex" a soft voice called.
I froze.
It was my mum.
It all came back to me. This is how I was the night I losses it all.
My mum left the stove on to help me when I was broken.
The oven gloves caught fire. Everything caught fire. I lived. Mum, dad, Annie, James, baby jemma. All gone. Because of me.
I snapped back to reality.
I looked at the blood seeping in to my onesie. I grabbed some tissues and pressed it on the cut.
I ignored dan and Phil's calls.
It had been ten minutes before I opened the door.
I fell in to strong arms. I heard Phil move past us in to the bathroom. I cried harder in to Dans chest.
"I couldn't take it anymore I'm sorry don't hate me" I sobbed
"How could we? " Dan said.
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Tis it for this chapter.
Over a thousand words. Will update soon maybe today but not tomorrow cos I'm going out with my boyfriend.
Hope you all have a good valentines day and if your alone just remember food is amazing xx ~m♡☆
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