quiet kid & bright hair || joshler

chapter twelve ✧:･

:tyler:

I walked into the school hallway and Josh came straight at me with a smile.

"Hey Joshie. First day at school with your pink hair, our relationship and last night if you know what I mean."

"Yes but guess what." Josh said excitedly

"What?"

"I got fired." He said with a smile.

"WHAT JOSH HOW ARE YOU PROUD OF THAT?" I slightly yelled in the hallway.

"Fuck security cameras. They caught us but I got a drum kit finally."

"So your mom bought you a drum kit for having sex in a record store?"

"No, I finally have enough money to buy one so I did."

"Dude we can finally record something."

"That's why I'm finally happy, see you after school." He winked at me while walking off in the distance.

-

I felt so lovestruck during class. Hearing little Joshie's moans just made me feel all tingly.

Especially when you see the ceiling fans blowing around his hair, directly in front of you.

It's hard to focus in class when at any moment you just want to sweep Josh off of his feet and do some kind of a passionate kiss.

I could barely focus at all due to my terrible lack of sleep. I don't know if it was good or bad.

-

I saw Josh sitting at the school steps, waiting for me since I was practically lost in the hallways for the 8th time.

"I'll drive you home again, pick up your ukulele. My mom found an old piano in our garage. This might work out."

I hopped into Josh's car again. It felt as if it was a normal routine to me now.

"Wait, Josh. Can we go back to your place?"

"Why?" Josh questioned me.

"Because I don't have my key to get in."

I lied through my teeth. My mom will yell at me if she saw me hanging with Josh again. I can always tell her I was at the study hall but I can't lie to her if I go out again.

We went back to his house and he took me into his basement. There was a bunch of vinyls hanging up with along of a bunch of band posters.

"This is amazing down here." I told him as I was so amused by it.

"I used to live down here for the longest time, I don't want to go over that time again."

"It's fine, you don't have to."

Josh walked over and took his shirt off. He put on a plain tank top with a skull on it. "Are you really going to play piano with your uniform on?"

"Yeah, I'm not really interested in your clothes."

-

He sat on the drum stool waiting for me to start playing the piano. I gave him everything he needed for a song.

The first song we're practicing is called "Implicit Demand For Proof", I really love this one.

For the first minute I pressed down against the keys to create a melody.

Eventually Josh's drumming kicked in, he was loud at it. My vocals were being drowned out. I kept falling into his beautiful drumming sound. I adored that.

We finished. Josh got up and gave me a high-five that ended up turning into a hug.

Josh grabbed my hand and took my upstairs. I sat at the breakfast bar as he pulled out a box. He handed me a vanilla cupcake with buttercream icing and rainbow sprinkles.

"Hey cupcake, I baked with my mom last night. I thought of you while making this."

I bit into the cupcake "These are delicious!" I probably moaned while eating it, honestly.

"Don't underestimate me. I may seem intimidating but I can back one hell of a good cupcake."

"Well don't you test me just because I play the piano, doesn't mean I'm not willing to take you down."

I got up and start tickling Josh.

"How did you know I was so ticklish?" He asked while endlessly giggling.

"All kittens are ticklish."

Oh crap it's almost 6pm, gotta blast for dinner.

Josh drove me home, I was praying no one caught me on the way in. I lied and said I was studying at the library.

-

Tossing and turning nonstop. I can't sleep once again. My head is a growing pain, probably a migraine.

I'm about to break down at any second.

I think Josh is still up.

TylerrJoseph: josh I need you
TylerrJoseph: please
TylerrJoseph: joshieeee......
TylerrJoseph: i need your help to take him out.

He was probably asleep. I don't know what to do. I feel the walls closing in on me. It's all going to end before my eyes

TylerrJoseph: please josh...
TylerrJoseph: im weak & beaten down.
TylerrJoseph: I've got two faces. He's the one I'm not. His name is Blurry.

I need to get out of where I'm trapped at. Fighting with the voice in my head, I sometimes question him.

TylerrJoseph: goodbye josh. I'm a goner. |-/

...cliffhanger