quiet kid & bright hair || joshler

remember me?

this book that's somehow still sitting in your library?

well hi, it's been a long while. i've been promising an update for over a year now. i've had about 200 words sitting in my drafts since my last "update"

which means that i'm sad to say there will probably never be another update of this particular book.

i don't listen to tøp anymore & i haven't for over a year now. i'm way too far past them to even come back & force myself to write this. i just sit here staring at a blinking keyboard and half a blank page. i just can't write about something i don't care about anymore.

i've found myself listening to significant music genres like: 80's new wave, lots of britpop, 90's alternative & whatever else floats my boat.

i don't ship band members anymore. i just grew to a point where i just care about their music & respect their personal lives. i still get obsessed over bands (which is obvious for being a huge music lover probably my entire life) & go to concerts very very frequently.

i've moved onto a different point in my life, i found new bands to cry & pour my heart out over. i'm back in school again after 2 years of staring at blank walls. my likes & hobbies have changed considerably.

i still enjoy writing. i do a lot of creative writing for school, fun short stories that i make or send to my friends, & even a little bit of fanfiction here & there for myself to enjoy.

i hope you all understand and take in the poorly written 30 chapters i gave you. so thank you to everyone who's voted/commented & even clicked on this book. i used to get so excited everytime we hit a milestone on this book. thanks for all your entertaining comments. thanks for supporting this book. thanks for all the encouragement you've given me throughout these chapters.

that stuff really made me genuinely happy, seeing that someone else enjoyed the weird fantasy world swishing around in my head.

thank you for all the fun & i sincerely apologize for leaving you on a cliffhanger. go out & enjoy your own music, or even make your own music.

if you'd like to keep in contact with me, just dm me: my instagram is @/plasticiines & i'll accept you, don't worry.

i hope you understand my reasoning for not continuing this book & respect my opinions :)

man, this goodbye's kinda making me emotional. welp, i'll still respond to your comments & thank you for keeping this book alive.

most importantly again, thanks for making it this far, kid (oh god that reference, i haven't heard it in so long)

— jess