December
It was finally the last day until winter break and I'm not going to lie I was probably the most excited . I finally could just lay in bed and relax. And by relax I mean listen to music and read wattpad.. of course . I got some presents for my friends that I normally talked to on a daily basis. .
"Hey can I talk to you outside".
We both stepped out the class room..My heart literally began beating so fast..I'm surprised she didn't hear it..She had hazel brown eye's that I would die for. Her hair was blond...the perfect blond for her light carmel skin .. Her lips...oh God her lips..Her lips were perfect....Her name was Dinah Jane Hansen..and she was talking to me
Getting pulled out of my thoughts
"I got you something',handing the small green box to me ... I replied "awe thanks " it was a broken heart necklace .. I had a lot of these .. but this one meant something to me.. It was from the girl with those hazel eyes i adored.
We went into the class room and I decided to sit with her with our other friends .. we spoke a little before the movie went on. Then I made my way over to the other side of the room. To sit with Justin .. my kinda annoying friend .our relationship was a love hate sort of thing.but I was the one who hated the most..but I appreciated that he was there no matter what even though I was a bitch to him..It was dark in the classroom room . And I sat at a empty desk. Not aware of anyone around me... "hi" Justin said .."hey " I said back "can I sit next to you"he asked ..
We sat down together and we just laughed and smiled at each other .. behind him I can see my boyfriend friend Austin getting mad . He mouthed to come over here .. and I replied no. I didn't really like him but he was the cool kid and so was I.... barely.
It was finally time to go and that means break was about to begin. I asked my teacher if I could leave a little bit early and he had no problem with it. I packed my stuff up and my break began..
New year's eve
Camila-omg its almost 2016
Normani-no duh
Camila-New year New me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Normani-please stop I'm pretty sure you will still be the same Camz at 12:01am
I went into the living room and it was almost time for the count down ... 5,4,3,2,1 HAPPY NEW YEAR before I could blink it was 2016 . I hugged my family members and texted some friends .. I decided to text my ex girlfriend which was probably a bad idea
Normani-Happy New year
Angel-Happy New year
My heart dropped once again because of her because... Normally she would insert cute emojis but not this time.. did she really forget .. I felt a tear drop coming from my eye..I said to myself why are you crying its a new year it just started .. Stop crying when I finally caught my self I told Camila what just happened .she was upset . She hated Angel
Camila- You need to stop talking to her
Normani- I know this year she's not even a thought.
Camila -AMEN !
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January at school
School was dreadful everyone was tired and out of it ...which is Normal for the first day back .
"Hey"a shorter girl came up and told me..I wasn't really in the mood to talk to anyone so I just nodded my head. As soon as the clock hit 3 I was finally home.
Later that night I decided to text Ally. Who just started this year but we sorta had a connection. We both had certain things in common .
*Phone buzzes*
Ally-Hey can I tell you some
10:19pm
Normani-sure are you okay
10:21pm
Ally-No I'm not ..
10:30pm
Ally-Me and mother have bin arguing for a week now and I heard her and my dad are talking about divorce ..And it hurts because she wants to move which means I won't get to see him
10:30pm
Normani-Hey..I know it hurts but somethings happen for a reason you shouldn't put your self down for something like this. Let your parents work this out.
10:32pm
Knowing how stubborn the older girl was I sighed. It was dark in my room and it was late so my family was asleep.. I haven't bin getting the greatest sleep lately because I'm on wattpad every night .
Normani- I know but still
10:50pm
Normani-..I gtg .. not feeling well
11:00pm
Ally-are you okay
11:08pm
Ally-I hope you feel better I'll see you tomorrow
11:11pm
I'm not sure what took over me but I felt all the pain from last year come back. I began remembering everything and everyone who hurt me .. I felt my heart pounding and tears running down my face. I was now sitting on my bed. Alone in the dark crying .. I hated this feeling ..I hated feeling alone . I wanted to be happy .why can't I ?
Growing up as a child was amazing I never really noticed the awkward gap in my life. I never called any woman mom or any man dad .. it was always me and my aunt for as long as I remembered. She did everything for me . She was the person I went to when I was scared ..I guess being younger you only worried about toys and playing but as I grew older and began to dislike those things . I realized my mom wasn't a big part of my life. I would hear stories about her. Not good stories .. I don't think anyone would want to hear the things I heard .
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"You have a daughter and you choose to live your life like this" I heard my aunt screaming over the phone " no bullshit..you want to come get her get her" the older woman slammed the phone down on the hook.
I walked up to her "what's wrong?" Her eyes looked tired and drained "Nothing Mani ..how are you?"
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An-so your getting to know a little bit more about her life ...now time for Dinah!!!!
