Normani's Pov
"You know..your doing this whole math equation wrong" I said camila who was sittting right next to me . "Really how"she frowned. "because you placed your coordinates wrong an-"getting cut off "shh to much math in a minute I'll just Google it when I get home "she ran one hand through her hair "you can't Google your way through life Camila"I said sternly "okay mom"she laughed "how was your date ..well your whole weekend with Dinah" Camila winked. "It was fine.... " I looked down at my paper. "Lauren told me you to were getting freaky" she nugged my arm. "Remind me to remove the spare key from under the door mat".I stated "wait so you did,you two aren't even official...." Camila closed my notebook "..kinda are" I looked away "Kinda as in together...forever." she smiled "forever is a big word..but sure were together..." I blushed "awee Mani has a Girlfriend" the younger girl hugged me. 'What ever..but I heard you and Lauren did some stuff on Friday night "I'm not talking to her. "She rolled her eyes "umm. Why"I asked "she fell asleep on the phone last night ..." She started packing up her stuff "wow your ridiculous Mila" I laughed "Are you having lunch with Dinah" Camila asked "yeah why"..."because I want to join" Camila said "if Dinah is there Lauren will be too you know that" I began to pack up my stuff "ugh so ..I'll be extra cute so she Will be reminded what she is missing"the younger girl applied chap stick on her pink lips.
"Normani" A way shorter girl with brown long hair ran up to me. "Yeah calm down Ally what's wrong" I placed one hand on her shoulder "okay..um Arin . He is here " my heart instantly started racing "what do you mean , I thought he applied some where else" I looked down at Ally "I know... I saw him in the hall way with his friends and Then I ran here" she looked at me with a worried look. "Um I gotta go" I ran into the bathroom. Why the hell is he here. He is mad at me , I hate when he's mad. I decided to just wait out lunch. The bathroom is always empty at lunch. I looked down at my phone
Arin- I know you heard I'm back..Don't run away from me. Remember what happened when you did.
12:45
My heart began beating faster. My hands were shaking and I felt tears running down my eyes.
"NORMANI" I heard a deep voice enter the empty bathroom. "Just come out and everything Will be fine" he said quietly . I did as I was told "what..do you want " I wiped my eyes. He moved up closer to me ..His thumb was on my cheek . "Are you scared ..Normani" He looked me in my eyes "leave me alone okay" I tried to remove his hand "..leave you alone.. no" his hand rubbed my face ..he looked around *Smack* his rough hand slapped my cheek making it red. "Now why would I do that tell me Normani" he scratched his head "you know your really fucked up" he chucked "no wonder your mother is like that.. your a damn idot, you deserve to die... You should have done it and went through with your retarded plan" he left the bathroom . His words Rang through my ears. Maybe I am pathetic. What if I am the real my mom isn't here... I sat on the ground. Watching my tears fall on my jeans. I took a blade out of my book bag . I looked at my wrist. I saw the scars that have healed. I took the sharp blade and placed it on my wrist.. "you deserve it Mani" I whispered to my self. "I saw the blood from the cuts I made running down my wrist . I started crying harder dropping the blade on the floor. I placed my hands on my face.
"Normani ..are yo- MANI " OH MY GOD" Camila and Ally said at the Same time. The two girls ran up to me. " Mani..why "Ally bended down to my level. "Lets get you cleaned up first" they helped me get up.we went towards the sink.Camila got a napkin and put some water on it. "Did he hurt you Mani" Ally asked. I nodded my head. Camila dabbed the wet napkin on my cuts "it doesn't mean you do you do this to your self. You could have came to us. "Camila looked me in my eyes...her eyes were watery "we care about you ,and you know that" Ally stated. Camila through away the bloody napkin " Dinah Wants to know where you are" Ally added "yeah her and Lauren thought you were in the gym" Camila said.
" lets go" I quickly said "are you sure"they both said I nodded my head. We left the bathroom.
"Where were you today " the hazel eyed girl said to me. "I was.. working on some home work" I looked out the window "Are you lieing to me" Dinah kept her eyes on the road . I stayed quiet "Mani.." I looked at my phone. "I don't want to talk about it". When we reached to my house I quickly jumped out the car. Not looking back...
An-bad day...
