One Month Later
"Do you really think she's going to make it.." I heard a girl behind me say . I erased my name and wrote it over . "Maybe not...I mean wouldn't it just be better " the girl giggled . My head began pounding. I turned around facing her looking into her light brown eyes. "WHAT THE FUCK . HONESTLY YOUR THE REASON WHY.. YOU SHOULD BE DISGUSTED WITH YOUR SELF. IF YOU WERE HER FRIEND. YOU WOULDN'T HAVE DID THAT . OH AND SHE WILL MAKE IT. FUCKING BITCH.!" The girls face turned pale ..her smile turned in to a frown. " Dinah!" my teacher called from across the room. I Turned around looking at him "you can go take a walk to calm down but that was unacceptable" he pointed at the door. I picked up my bag and exited the room.I felt eyes on me and I heard mumbling. But I didn't care .
"So let me get this right You yelled at her in front of everyone"Lauren took the cap off her water. " yes , she can't act like nothing happened. She isn't going to get away with this...I promise you that" I mumbled . I felt a small hand touch mine. "....Normani wouldn't want that " Ally sighed "Ally bye . ..if It was Dinah Bianca was talking about Mani would have smacked her " she lightly giggled . Making me smile "WE GOT A SMILE" Lauren put her hands in the air. "..haha... I miss her " I mumbled "I miss her too ..." Camila put her hand down .. " yeah , because you calling me talking about your weird obsession with bananas isn't working.." Ally laughed. "Well at least she actually listens." Camila furrowed her eye brows .We all laughed and spoke.
Me and Camila had home room after lunch . We asked to go to the bathroom so we can get some air. "How are you" she asked "I'm fine" I looked at myself in the mirror fixing my hair "..do you think..she is you know gonna d-" her voice cracked I watched tears began falling from her eyes . I held her. I have never seen the younger girl cry before . "It's okay " I stroked her back. "What am I gonna do with out her...what if she doesn't make it" she wiped her tears.. I never really thought about what would happen if she did die. I hated thinking about death in general. "Let's not think about it ..we have to be strong for her" I kissed her head "I'm sorry....I just held that in for too long" she looked at the ground "it's not good to bottle things up"I gave her a soft smile. "Are you gonna go see her...it's bin a while" she asked . I didn't get to see my girlfriend because of all the things I had to do at home but today I was determined . "Yeah..." I replied "good she is probably annoyed with my presence"she smiled .
I parked my car in the hospital parking section . I looked at my lap. And played with my fingers.. I didn't wanna see her worst ..maybe I should go back. I can't ..she wouldn't appreciate that . I Sighed heavily. And stepped out the car . I entered through the doors and went into her room. She had a lot of card's...and I mean a lot. I didn't know she knew this much of people. I Sat down on the chair and looked at her. She lost a lot of weight but was still gorgeous. "Well..what do you want to hear" I spoke "I wonder if you can hear me...anyways Camilla thinks you're annoyed with her... And she calls you about her crazy banana addiction? .."I laughed . "I'm waiting for you..... " I felt my heart get heavy once again ."when ever I'm by myself I think about you , about all the Times you laughed and did that cute thing with your nose. Oh and when ever I looked at you to long you would get annoyed. Your cute when your mad.. did I ever tell you that?" I felt some tears falling down my cheek. "Please ...Normani....please don't go" I sobbed I put my head down. "I'm... Not..." I shot my head up I saw the dark skinned girl . Slowly opening her eyes..A whole bunch of nurses and two doctors rushed into the room. One of the nurses helped me out the room. Everything happened so fast. My hands were shaking. I pulled out my phone and I called her aunt and told her what happened. I waited for an hour then the doctors came out and told me I can go back in. I saw the dark skinned girl laying down but her eyes were open. They were red and she slowly blinked. I Sat down. "I'm here...because ...some one explain to me" the girl said slowly . "Your were in a car accident..." I mumbled "Dinah"she spoke faster "yes princess" I held her hand "I'm sorry" she mumbled . "No ..no don't apologize... You didn't do anything . Your not wrong".I reassured her. "I want to go to home"she stated "you can't..not yet, you just woke up" I looked at her fingers " woke up..."she looked around "yeah..it's bin a month.." I rubbed her fingers "what month are we in .. " she stayed still. "February ..."I answered "wow...."she closed her eyes "Normani" I shook her arm "yes Dinah" I heard her voice softly "oh..okay" .her aunt came and I let them talk. I decided to leave because she had enough people who needed to see her and she needed family ..
"When can she come home"the short girls legs dangled from the corner of my bed. "In a couple weeks ..She has to take therapy and stuff" I shrugged my shoulders. "Was she confused" she titled her head ."not really she just wants to come home" I mumbled then yawned. "Tired?...you should be able get some sleep now.. " the younger girl was right ever since The dark skinned girl was in the hospital I couldn't sleep. She was all I thought about. But now knowing she was awake I guess I can get some sleep . "Your right ,you can let your self out" the shorter girl got up and kissed my forehead . She made her way to the door but turned around. "You know if you ever need to talk about anything or need anything I'm here ..we care about you too ..just know that " she smiled and left the room. I Moved my blanket up to my neck and turned on the tv. Some old musical was on.. Normani would love this right now...my eyes began to get heavy and I fell asleep. . . .
Three weeks later
"You have to eat Babe" I mumbled . Watching her look at the plate of untouched food. "You wanna go back to the hospital" the dark skinned girl shot her head up and looked into my eyes "exactly so eat" I got a bottle of water. I turned around seeing the dark skinned girl begin to eat. I smiled . I took the bottle of water out. And Sat back down . I looked at my phone and began scrolling through my instagram feed. "..I'm...full"the dark skinned girl slowly softly spoke. I picked up the plate and put the remainder of the food away. "Your aunt is going to be home in a couple of minutes..." I told her .."stay" she quickly said . "I can't princess"I felt my heart aching this was the worst part . Normani can't go back to school until February and she's struggling to basic task... I knew she can make it through this. I hoped and prayed that she will
