I Wouldn't Change It For The World (Janto)

Chapter 9 - Me for You

Jacks POV -
As Ianto began to go pale I moved his head on the floor ... How did Owen teach me to do this, do I push his chest 7 time ... Or was it 8, I began to give him CPR, it felt like hours passed by it made no difference. As I began to get tired tears formed in my eyes "Ianto please come back to me!" I screamed as I used all my effort to try and get Ianto's heart beating again but nothing.
As I finally stop I couldn't see the tears made everything went blurry as I cried into my trousers, Jack turned to face the door with a grin "don't stop for me" John had a smile on his face "you did this" Jack cried, "I told you to take me but you refused" Jacks grief began to be taken over by anger. "Jack, I'm not the one who introduced him into Torchwood or introduced him to me, so basically it's your fault. Just think about it how many times has he been in danger because of YOU" Johns words stung John was right, Ianto's dead because of me!
The door was opened and I ran straight to Ianto's body, John's hired muscle walked towards me "you're not touching him" I yelled refusing to let Ianto go!
John began to laugh as he also walked into the room and pulled out a gun "I WILL KILL YOU JOHN FOR WHAT YOU DID TO IANTO"!
I woke up gasping for air as I looked around for Ianto's body I cried feeling like another part of me was taken away! I just leaned against the corner tears running down my face, I felt like everything I cared about was gone, Ianto's blue eyes I will never see again, his smile and his sarcasm which I loved. As the next day approached I felt like all of my emotion was taken!

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John came into my room handcuffing me, he took me to his room and moved me to the bed I didn't even react when he touched me, I didn't know why but I just had no reaction, John undone my zip as I laid on the bed all I could think about was Ianto's pale face, his cold skin.
Once John began to fuck me all the memory's of how we almost got caught while trying to have sex in the boardroom, Owen entered the hub and began to walk up the stairs, I have never seen Ianto out clothes on so quickly. That memory made me smile the fact that he planned what he would say, as Owen entered the boardroom Ianto leaned towards me "and that's why sir I think we should update our computer system" ... My amazing beautiful Ianto who was brave and selfless! John moved my body on to my back and kissed my neck.

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As John threw me into my room he looked st me "One day you'll thank me he was going to get old and die, all I done was speed up the inevitable, I did you a favour" John laughed as he walked away.
I looked at the floor where I saw a pile of Ianto's clothes ... I fell to my knees over whelmed from grief, Ianto's suit, the one he was wearing when he died in my arms!
John remerged at the door "this is the best torture I could possible give you, your Ianto dead and there's nothing you can do about it" John laughed and laughed knowing how much pain Jack was in, he teased him even more causing Jack to regret ever meeting Ianto, if he never did that would mean Ianto will be alive ...
As night approached I laid on the floor attempting to get to sleep I tried to close my ears "JACK!" I heard Ianto yell, I was remembering the first time he was taken and I couldn't do anything! "JACK!" I kept replaying that moment in my head trying to convince myself I did everything I could. I tried to remember something that would make me remember the good times with Ianto, "JACK!" My eyes shot open, I wasn't imagining Ianto screaming my name, "JACK!" I heard it again and ran to the door, "IANTO!" I screamed at the top of my voice but there was no answer, I probably was imagining it, might be one of those things caused by grief, I wouldn't know... Yes I lost people but no one who I loved as much as I loved Ianto!
"JACK!" I heard it again and now I am certain, I'm not imagining anything, my Ianto, my beautiful amazing Ianto was okay I felt my heart beating fast, I felt sick! I took the deepest breath I could "IANTO!" I screamed so loudly and but so much strain in my vocal chords that's after I finished the taste of blood was present in my mouth but I didn't care! Ianto was alive!

Ianto's POV-
I woke up cold with a pain in my head "hello" another me came through the door with John following shortly after "Ianto meet Ianto" John had a smile on his face, "I don't... How?" I questioned not knowing what John was planing all of a sudden I felt a blow to my head yet again... When I woke up I was in some ugly tracksuit and my doppelgänger was wearing my blood stained suit! What was going on? Suddenly John pulled out a knife and stabbed Ianto 2.0 and dragged him out of the small room.
Around 20 minutes later John returned "your lover believes you're dead it's actually kind of funny" John laughed "John, if this what you plan to do then it won't work, he doesn't actually love me ... You do know that right" I attempted to make it sound like I didn't care but sadly I did. "Oh Ianto, you really aren't that smart are you? He only said that to keep you safe but the funny thing is your so insecure that you believed him" John once again began to laugh, he walked into my room, somehow I don't remember much of how this is happens all I know is I was handcuffed and gagged, I saw Jack walk past the door and I tried with all my effort to try and get loose but nothing was working, for hours I attempted to get lose but nothing worked... By the time four hours pasted I was able move the gag half way out ... Finally as it reached 10 hours the gag fell from my mouth and around my neck I instantly started to scream "JACK!"

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I hope you like the new chapter, I'll go more in detail tomorrow, please comment your thoughts of the book so far and also comment on what you would like to happen and I will try to make it happen
Thank you
Clare xoxo