Sorrow, Love, Hope, and Horses

Hallucinations

Cody's P.O.V
I took one last breath as I stepped off the edge of the bridge. The cops lunged at me, but

were to late as I plunged towards the river. Farther down I plunge until I hit the surface.

It feels like I did a face plant into concrete as I slam into the water and sink deeper and

deeper in the freezing cold water. The rushing water jolts and flips me around like a leaf

in the wind. My body is weak from the blow of the surface and sinks like a rag doll. I try

to move my limp body and swim towards the surface but I can't feel anything.

" HELP!!!!!!!" I scream but only bubbles come flying out of my mouth. I suck back in,

trying to get air but instead, get tons of water. The cold water fills my lungs as I feel

myself start to feel dizzy. My world starts to spin and turn into an allusion.

"I love you Cody. My sweet sweet boy." My mother says cradling me in her

arms. I stare up into her warm dark brown eyes. My mother and I have the same

color eyes along with the same color hair. I got my looks all from her. She was a very

pretty woman. Everybody loved her. She was the girl all the boys craved to like them.

Some even got into a physical fight with their best friend over her. When she walked

into store or restaurants or anywhere for that matter, the room immediately filled

with happiness just with one smile of hers. Then it happened. Something I don't want

to talk about and I won't even tell you. So I will move on. Many people say I'm just

like my mother, but I know that's a lie. My mother was a wonderful woman, and I'm

far from wonderful. After what happened, I was considered the bad boy in my few

years of school and nobody wanted to get near me. So I just shut everyone out and

decided that I wasn't going to let anybody in. Then Eliza Linnabelle walked into my

life. She was the new girl that year and was one of the populars. They advised her to

stay away from me, but she listen to them. So one day I was sitting all alone at my

own lunch table, when she came and sat right next to me. The whole cafeteria silenced,

excited to see what would happen next. She put out her hand and asked to be friends.

No one in a very long time had the courage to do that, so being the dump person I am,

smiled and said yes. Over time we became very good friends and I made the mistake

of letting her in one night. I told her everything and it felt amazing to get it all of my

chest. Then she told me her story. It wasn't as bad as mine, but she said she couldn't

live with the guilt so she told me to go do it with her. And I agreed.

Then standing at the side of the bridge she decided that we should hold hands and

jump together. The cops were surrounding us and were ready to make their move.

This time they succeeded. As we jumped I felt something grab the back of my shirt and

grip tightly. Then something grabbed my open hand and held me back. Eliza was

dangling of the bridge only to be kept up with our hands linked together. I still

remember her last words to me as she let go.

" remember, I will always love you. Let me be free of my guilt and I shall come back to

get you when it's your time to go."

The cops pulled me back up as I screamed to her. She hit the water on her head and

didn't come back up. I passed out and woke up in the hospital the next day. I was

restrained to the bed because I was on suicide watch. Eliza was conformed to be dead

after they found her body at the bottom of the lake. The counselor my doctor brought

in tried to help me, but after what happened last time I let someone in, I shut the world

out completely. This time for good.

I regained consciousness for a bit longer before it hit my head on the on something

metal. I have no clue what it could be. Almost like a crane hand, you know like 'the

claw'. I must still be hallucinating.

Cody darling. Let go. Come join me. Please. It's time. I have come back for you.

Then I felt the life abandon me.
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Wahaha!!!! I feel so evil........ My friends at school are going to kill me. Whoop! Whoop! I am in a very good mood right now so..............
Wow, it only took me 40 minutes to write this chapter. I'm sorry it's short, but I really wanted it to end like this so..... Here it is!
I haven't been updating often because I am so busy. Not necessarily with homework, but mostly with other things. Even though I'm not in a lot, only horse riding. Actually, I'm not really sure why I'm busy to be honest. I will try to write a chapter in my free time, but no promises.
Also, I haven't been updating any of my other books BESIDES
' The Meyer Twins' because I have terrible writers block. This book and 'The Meyer Twins' are my favorite and I have ideas for them, but my other books, are SOOOOOO boring. So if you have any ideas or anything to make my other books more interesting PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me.
Anyways, thanks for reading!!!!!!!!!!!!!