I walked back into the bathroom and grabbed the test. There was a little spark of hope that I might be pregnant but there was also fear of being a mother at 18.
I didn't want to look at it alone so u brought it back to George.
"OK ready?" I asked.
I slowly turned the test around in my hands. I closed my eyes and slid my thumb over it. I took a deep breath and slowly opened my eyes.
Postive.
I smiled knowing I could be a mother but I don't want to loose John. I decided not to think of it right then but I did invite Richard over for tea to catch up.
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"Hey Ritchie!" I said giving him a hug.
"Hi Rose."
"Follow me I have to tell you something in private"
We walked up to the spare room where I have been staying.
"Rose what's wrong?"
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Richard." I cried into his shoulder.
"What is it Rose. Please tell me."
"I'm pregnant Ritchie."
He froze and looked at me. His large ocean blue eyes grew. He looked at me as a smile tugged at his lips.
"Rose! That's great! Have you told John."
We turned to see John open the door.
"Tell me what Rose?" He looked concerned.
Well it's now or never.
