Mental Without You -minizerk AU- (sequel)

Don't Leave Me

Simon's P.O.V.

My world collapsed before me. How did this happen, when did this happen, this can't be true. It just can't be. There is no way. I never got to tell Josh the truth, we couldn't have left off on a fight, we just couldn't have.

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I woke up in a sweat to find out that it is all okay. That we didn't end off like that. I still have a chance.

I pick up my phone to see so many text from Josh. I should have never left him at the cemetery. It just all happened so fast. What am I suppose to do? I feel like my dream told me what I should do, but I don't know. What am I going to do? I feel like I belong with him, but I don't know if I do.

I look down to see the chain that I want to give to him. The chain that says everything I truly feel.

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I have to give it to him, I have to tell him the truth.

I ran outside and got into my car.

I drove to the cemetery, nothing to get in the way. Almost like God was planning this all. Planning for Josh and I to be together forever. Planning for us to live happily ever after.

I got to the cemetery to see Josh sitting with his head down and Tobi and Vik talking to each other.

I got out of my car as fast as I could and ran. I would run a mile just to get to him. I would do anything to be with him.

"Josh!" I yelled as I got towards him.

"Simon!" He said out of shock.

It was like one of those stupid movie scenes. I which the two people realize that they belong together for ever and always. I didn't care because it was one of the greatest moments of my life.

"Josh I am so sorry, I didn't mean anything that I said. I love you Josh. I always have and always will. I got to stop thinking about my past and live now. I got to remember that you are my present and my future. Well because I only want you to be my future. Nothing else." I said as we held each other close.

"I love you too Simon. I completely understand everything. It is fine. I love you Simon and I want you to be my future, I want you to be my forever and always. No one else. Simon I am sorry. Don't ever leave me again. I don't know what I would do." He said as he held me so tight.

I could feel his tears soak into my shirt. I was also crying. This whole entire experience has been so harsh on us.

"I didn't truly realize how much you met to me, until I had dream where you weren't there. I could never imagine that world ever again." I look at his face and we put our foreheads together.

"I love you so much Simon." He kissed me on the lips.

I then pulled away and took out the case that had the chain inside.

"I know that we haven't been together for too long, but to me it has felt like years. You are my only true family, beside all of our friends. You gave me family and there is nothing more than I can ask for. The only thing that I can ask is that you will promise to stay with me. That you will promise to not steal, lie, or cheat on me. But if you were to steal, you can steal my heart. If you were to lie, you can lie with me when I am scared. If you were to cheat, cheat death because I cannot imagine a universe without you. I am not saying that it is time for marriage or anything, but will you promise to stay with me until I gain up the courage to propose." I went to me knee and brought out he chain. 

He started to cry. Cry out of joy.

"Of course I will Si. I love you more than anyone in this universe. You are my family and I am so thankful for that." He said as I brought the chain up as I went up.

He looked at the chain and what it had said on the dog chain. He cried even harder and hugged me. That hug was different then any hug that I have ever had. It was full of passion and joy. It was full of warmth and happiness. For the first time in a long time I felt safe. Safer then I've ever been.

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A/N: I told you everything will be okay. If you are wondering what the steal, lie, and cheat line is from, it is from one of the most romantic movies in the world. It is from Leap Year you can watch it on Netflix. I totally recommend it. It is great, would rate 8 out of 8 mate. 10 out of 10.

Anyway I do hope you enjoyed this. This is not just the end, but it is like the other book and will be ending at like chapter 24 or 25 so it is coming so watch out for that. That is all. Also if you are wondering, once I finish this I will be working on Ski Fling and The Pack Elementals.  Once I finish those or maybe even in between those I will start up another Minizerk story. So don't worry Minizerk fans, I am going to keep on writing. We need as many Minizerk fanfic as possible.

I also wanted to say that two of my favorite minizerk books right now are How Many Ways to Say I Love You by Mrs-Steve-Rogers and *I Will Think of a Name Sooner or Later* by thefaultinourvic. Probably two of my favorite minizerk books right now. So good for you two. Go check those out if you haven't already.

That is all bye!