Mental Without You -minizerk AU- (sequel)

Be Mine

Josh's P.O.V.

"It has been a week and I am still in the hospital. I want to go home." I whined to Simon.

"Look they want to make sure you are okay. So calm down. Why do you want to go home so bad anyway?" He said laughing.

"I don't know. Things, stuff, plans." I said looking around.

"Are you cheating on me?!" Simon said jokingly putting his hand to his heart.

"Yes Simon, I am very sorry to tell you, but I am cheating. I found out that I am actually not gay and I am in love with Freya." I said jokingly.

We both the laughed.

"No but seriously, why do you want to get home so fast?" He asked as his smile fade.

"Let's just say, I've been thinking about what happen, you know before the incident. I kind of realized, that I am ready. I am ready to be with you Simon. We have been through so much shit and I just want to be with you. Fully." I said as he looked at me with a strange.

"Look Josh. I didn't mean what I said. I didn't mean that you don't love me because we haven't done that. I know that you love me, I love you. So don't think that. We can wait." He said grabbing my hand.

"Simon, it's not because of what you said. I know why you did that. I know that you don't feel that way. I just, I want to feel close with you. I'm not doing it out of pleasure, I want to do it because I love you and because I want to be with you for the rest of my life." I said as I held his hand.

"Fine, but I don't want to just do it once you get out. I want it to be special. It is something intimate between two people. I remember my first time, it wasn't romantic at all. I want this to be special. I want this to be my last first time." Simon said as he kissed me and then got up.

"Where are you going?" I asked as he started to walk towards the door.

"I'm getting your release papers. Did I not tell you?" He said laughing as he walked out of the room.

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"Oh my god, we're home. How long have I been waiting for this moment?" I said as I went into he house.

"Yeah, well there is some new things." Simon said as he grabbed my hand.

We walked through the house first to the room that was suppose to be the green screen room.

"We have finally got this room set up. So this is where we are going to film videos from now on. Well challenge videos." He said as he then walked into the living room.

There was instead new couches a bigger TV and all different types of gaming consoles.

"We wanted to play more games in real life with one another for videos. So that is this room." He pointed to the room.

Then we went into the back room which originally only hand the table top tennis.

"Now we have darts, table tennis and pool. So that will be fun." I hear Ethan say from behind me.

"Oh yeah, and I think all of our favorite room would be this room." Vik said as he dragged me over to another room.

It had sidemen plastered onto the wall. With lights, a camera. Everything set up for a video.

"Wait are we going to record in here then?" I asked confused.

"The green screen room will be for certain videos, this is for the sidemen and the sidemen only." Tobi said as he walked into the room.

The room was filled with all different types of things. Then at the end was a group photo of all of us.

It had Ethan, JJ, Tobi and Vik, being the cute little couple they are. Then there was Simon and I on it too.

"Wait we haven't told the fans about us. Or about anything really." I said as I looked at the photo.

"Yeah well that is something that I wanted to talk to you about. I feel like since everything has settle down now, I thought that we could maybe tell them now. Only if you are ready." Simon said easing into the question.

"I would love to." I said as I pecked him on the lips. Leaving him with a humongous smile over his face.

"Ok now come with me." He said as he grabbed my hand pulling me to the upstairs.

"Ethan has now taken your room and JJ took Vik's. Tobi and Vik took JJ's room, you know because it was bigger, and now you live with me." He said as he brought me upstairs to our room. 

We ran up the stairs once again to get to Simon's room. Well I guess our room.

"Okay, now just wait one second." He said as he ran into the room.

"Simon?" I questioned.

"You can come in." He said.

I then walked inside of the room to see Simon on the floor on one knee.

The room had all different colored flowers and was lit up with candles. Fairy lights were hung and there was a photo of us. A photo that we took when we first started to date. A memory that I never could forget.

I looked down to see Simon looking at me. He then grabbed my hand and took something out of his pocket.

"Look, I know that we are still young and I know that marriage is kind of weird right now. I don't need a stupid ring to show that you love me and I love you. I don't need the ring because I am afraid you are going to leave me. I just want to call you mine and for me to call yours. I want to be the one person you come to when you are scared. I don't want to be your boyfriend nor your husband. I don't want to be called your soulmate, even thought I love to be yours. I don't want to be called the love of your life, even though you are to me. I want you to call me yours. I want to be your one and only. I don't want the whole entire ceremony where we have everyone show up. I mean we don't have that much of family, but I want to share our love with our family. The people who live in this house. The people who have helped us throughout this journey. I want to commemorate every single moment we have had with one humongous moment. I don't want this to be our last memory together, I want this to be the first memory of an infinity. I want to be Simon Bradley or for you to be Joshua Minter. Whatever it is, I want it. I want to be yours. So Joshua Bradley, will oh marry me." He then revealed a ring.

There was a football ring and a controller on a ring. To show the unity of our two worlds. When I first met Simon he was all into football, me on the other hand is more into videos games. That was the meaning behind it and that meant everything to me.

(The rings at the top are the rings I am talking about.)

I started to cry just being astonished. Not even able to say any words what so ever.

"Yes, yes of course I will marry you." I said as he then came up and put the ring on my finger.

He had gave me the football ring that I then put onto his finger.

We both then had a passionate kiss. Holding each other close.

All the guys then walked in yelling congrats and came into the hug. It was everything perfect, it was everything that I could've never imagined. The best part of it all, was that the person that I am going to spend the rest of my life with it Simon. That made me happier then I could ever be.

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A/N: so yeah, something cute and cuddly. Something to bring smiles across your faces. I mean it brought a smile to my face.

Anyway I will be posting another chapter today so watch out for that. We are coming to the end. So I just wanted to say that this journey has been so much fun. Like thank you all so much for all of the support. That you all so much for all of the views, all of the favorites, and all of the sweet comments. Thank you for supporting me through these two weird books. Thanks you for staying throughout this journey. It truly means so much to me. So just thank you. I like really enjoy to write and to know that people enjoy my writing means so much to me. So yeah. That is all, bye!