Mental Without You -minizerk AU- (sequel)

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Josh's P.O.V.

My world finally felt put together. Walking with Simon, holding his hand, having no worry in the world. This is everything that I could possibly dream of.

"Simon, thank you." I said looking at him putting my head on his shoulder as we walked.

"For what?" He said giggling.

"For loving me. I know that I am not the most perfect, most amazing person in the world. I know that I have a lot messed up with me. I know that I can never be the best for you. But what counts is that you chose me. No one else, but me. That means everything to me. Normally I am always rejected, normally I am always chose last. But with you, you always pick me first. Nothing is better then that feeling." I said as I looked up into his eyes.

He stopped us and turned me around. Holding both of my hands. He then let go and put his hand to my cheek. Making me feel weak in the knees.

"Don't you ever say that you aren't the best for me. I could've never took that bet Josh, but you know what I did. I have never felt so passionate about someone. You may not be perfect to everyone else, but to me you are beautiful, special, funny, one of the sweetest, most selfless guys I know. That is why I love you. You are my best. Nothing is going to change that. Nothing." He said as he then kissed me.

Feeling the warmth spread through my body. Happiness filling me. My smile starting to form throughout the kiss.

We then kept on walking, in silence. It was everything that I could've ever imagined.

It then started to rain. Like every single romantic movie. I grabbed my coat and put it over our heads. Simon grabbed it because he was taller and could lift it over his head.

"Come on." He said as he started to run.

We both held different ends of the jacket, while we held each other's hands.

We got to a Nando's that we decided to eat at.

We went in and ordered our favorite things and sat down.

"Why don't we ever get something new?" I questioned.

"I don't know, because this is good tasting. What is the point of getting something new if this taste good already?" He had a point.

"I guess, do you know where Vik and Tobi went?" I asked looking around, "I thought that they were following us?"

"No, I think Vik wasn't feeling well so they went home." I looked up from my food to see Simon smiling.

"Why are you smiling?" I asked.

"Because you are beautiful." He said smiling.

"Finish your food." I said back shaking my head.

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We got back to the house. Simon had pushed me to the wall.

"I've been dying to do this for so long." He whispered into my ear.

"What about Vik and Tobi?" I asked.

"They've gone out." He said showing me a note from Tobi.

He started to kiss me. I started to kiss back. It was all so passionate. It was meant to be.

We then both ran up the stairs into his bedroom.

I followed him to the bed as he threw me down onto it. He then got on top of me and started to kiss me again.