Mental Without You -minizerk AU- (sequel)

Getting Away

Josh's P.O.V.

As I finished class I grabbed all my things. I walked through the halls. People staring, judging. Then I saw a girl. She kept staring at me and started to almost flirt with me.

I ran out looking for Simon. All I needed was him. I ran out to see no one. Simon wasn't there. Where was he?

I look at my phone to see if Simon has text me. All I see is a message, that I sent.

Josh: leave me alone. You are a horrible person. I think I was drunk last night and now I know the truth. That I never want to see you again.

Oh my god.

Josh: Simon, one of the guys wrote that. I didn't say that, I would never say that. Simon I want to get away, with you. I don't want to be with them.

Simon: fuck off

After reading that my heart broke. I fell to the ground as my legs went weak. I felt broken, lost.

"Hey Josh?! What's wrong?!" I hear Vik yell as he ran over to me.

"Vik, I don't know if I can trust you. I just can't trust anyone anymore." I said as I looked down.

"Josh you can trust me, but we have to go. Like now. I don't know what happened to Tobi. Or even Cal, both Cals, all I know is that we have to get away." He said as he grabbed my arm and ran to a car.

"What do you mean?" I asked confused of everything as he started to drive off.

"Look, I can't really explain right now. I'll explain everything to you once we get safe." He said as he kept on driving to God only knows where.

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We then arrived to a hotel. Vik ran to the front desk and then we went up to our bedroom. Vik had a couple of luggage, filled with our things.

"Go take a shower and then I will and then I'll explain everything." He said as he motioned me to the bathroom.

I used the free shampoo and soap. The shower wasn't very relaxing, normally showers comfort me, but now I get to think about everything. Especially how everything is fucked up. I have no clue what is going on, and the worst thing is, is that I don't even have Simon anymore. I have no one. I mean I have Vik, but I don't know if I can trust him. I don't know what to do.

I then got out of the shower, getting changed and then lying in the bed.

I went online to check out YouTube, I haven't really gone on YouTube in such a long time. I kind of stopped upload after the whole entire incident. I then looked through the videos that Simon and I had done together. So many amazing memories. Especially with everyone. I knew those memories were true, I knew I wasn't insane and wasn't imagining all of those things. The sad part is, is that I wish I did imagine those things. I wish that they weren't real, because now all of those memories mean nothing. Everyone I love, isn't themselves. I miss these memories so much.

I then heard Vik get out of the shower. He sat down next to me on the bed. Looking at the video. It was when we decided to do a Halloween themed video. We decided to carve up pumpkins. I was partners with Tobi and Vik was with Simon. I remember that memory so vividly, now to see in video. It is just overwhelming.

Vik grabbed the laptop and put on the end of the bed. I guess it is time to find out what is going on.

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A/N: I am so fudging sorry that I have uploaded in so long. It isn't even like I am busy, I just literally didn't upload. Like I have no entire excuse as to why I haven't upload. I'm just a lazy little piece of crap. So like I am really sorry. Anyway, I am hoping that I will be back on track, but I can exactly promise anything, due to the fact that tomorrow is New Year's Eve, so yeah. But I am going to try my hardest because I feel so fudging bad. Also want to say thanks for 3 k on the prequel to this book. Like that is mind blowing that, that many of you are enjoying this. Like literally I didn't think that this would get to be so popular, but it is. So like thank you so much. It means literally so much to me. Like it is literally mind blowing so thank you. Anyway that is all and I really do hope that you are enjoying this. So yeah, bye! (Also sorry that this is short, I will start the longer chapters once again.)