Band Oneshots

Letters (Kellic)

Bands: Sleeping With Sirens and Pierce The Veil 

Pairing: Kellin Quinn and Vic Fuentes

Kellin POV

January 8th 2015

Dear Vic,

Why do you still bother me? After everything that happened, I should be able to forget you, but I can't. I've discovered, I don't want to. I still want you. I know that we agreed to part as friends, but I'm scared you have forgotten that pact we made. I haven't heard from you in two years, but I can't bring myself to stop trying to write to you. I'm trying to move on. I really am. It's just hard knowing that while I still struggle, you seem to have moved on without a second thought. But I'm happy for you. If you're happy, I'm happy.

I will always think of you.

Kellin x

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February 12th 2015

Dear Vic,

Something strange happened today. I was in town looking for birthday presents for a friend of mine, and I ran into someone at the coffee shop. Quite literally. And when I looked up, I realised that it was you. I panicked, I have wanted to see you for a lone time, but when I looked again, I noticed something. There was a print, a small gold band on your left hand. You're married. I didn't want to impose on your new marriage, so I left, without even saying hello.

Sorry for spilling coffee on you,

Kellin

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March 21st 2015

Dear Vic, 

I saw you again today. I haven't been stalking you, I just find the park a nice place this time of year, and apparently we have the same opinion. You were with who I can only assume was your wife, and the child she was holding must have been yours too. It made me sad to think that we could have had that together, but again, if you're happy I'm happy. 

Good luck in your new life, 

Kellin

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April 5th 2015

Dear Vic, 

I have come to a realisation. The reason you aren't replying to any letters is that you have a new life, and I'm just trying to get into it. I don't want you to hate me, but I thought I was happy knowing you were doing well. But I'm not. I discovered that after I saw you at the park, I couldn't handle the feeling of sadness and pain. It feels like you don't want anything to do with me. I can't live with the fact that, after 6 years of our relationship, you don't love me in the same way I love you. So I ask just one favour.

Meet me at our spot so I can at least see you again. 

Goodbye

Kellin 

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July 10th 2015

Dear Kellin, 

I'm so sorry about everything. I found the letters in the loft. My wife has been hiding them from me because she doesn't want me to have feelings for anyone else. I've only just read them. Everything you've thought about me is wrong. This while time, I was hoping you'd write, but when you didn't, I began to think that you had forgotten me. It killed me to think this, but my wife comforted me a bit, and told me to move on. I thought I had. 

I feel as though it's too late to meet you, but I'll go anyway.

Love, 

Vic

Vic walked to the spot were he and Kellin had met. It was all the same, save for two new additions. The first was a small box under a tree. Vic opened it, and saw a letter. It read,

Vic, 

I'm sorry I had to leave this way. I waited, I really did. But you never came. I concluded that you didn't want to see me. I couldn't deal with that. I'm so sorry. 

I still wait for you. I still love you.

Kellin xx

With tears running down his face, Vic knelt next to the second addition to the glade. Stroking the stone softly, he cried. He had lost what meant most to him, though he didn't realise it. 

The second addition, was a simple, stone gravestone.