3:12 am
I discover a lot of things about myself in the familiarity of my surroundings it's kind of like I crawled into my own head
it was dark enough
that i could think with my eyes open and have my thoughts paint themselves on the walls around me.
I told myself a year ago that I would be fine by now
by christmas, everything would be alright
I can't remember the last time I woke up and was happy about it
