I was flipping through the cards
Down at the drugstore
And I found one I thought
You would adore, so I bough it
I bit my lower lip when i heard the song that is playing right now. Does destiny is playing a joke on me? Of all the songs that they can play right now, why this one?
I've got my bags all packed and i'm ready to go. But i decided to go here before i leave. I just want to reminisce all the things that happened in here. The good, and the bad ones.
I know, its pure suicide because i will only remember him. But i still want to go here while i'm still broken so i can compare it when i'm already mended.
I hope that there will be a day that i can go here with a smile in my face and without a single hint of bitterness. And if i'm lucky, with someone in my arms.
I hope someday, i can make new memories here. This is where i first came alive. And died too.
Same time, same coffee shop but not the same perfectly good heart anymore. I still remember it all very clearly. And i dont think i will ever forget the most luckiest yet the most regretful day of my life...
In this day, i met my first love who gave me my first ever heart break.
Walking back from
The line to my car
Never seemed so far before
The day I stopped to think
How I would feel if I lost you
It was sunny saturday afternoon, a day that is made for couples, so the shop is field with hearts, playing a love song in the background and love birds are eating cakes like those in romance movies. A typical Valentines day scene.
I'm all alone, i'm sipping my strawberry frappe when i saw this very handsome guy walk inside.
He was wearing a cream cardigan, white tshirt, khaki shorts and slip on's. His eyes are hazel and chinky, he has a very fine nose, tan skin and naturally red lips. He look like a boy next door.
But if this is my dying breath,
I just want you to hear me,
Hear me say I love you one last time
So will you be my Valentine
For forever not one day
I was fascinated by him. By his looks and his aura. He seemed friendly, funny to be with and a very carefree yet light weight person. Every girl turns their heads just to see him. Even if they have their boyfriends with them.
Can i blame them? He looks like he just came out from a book or some sort of a demigod. He just so damn handsome. Oh no. I mean, sinfully handsome.
He walk perfectly to my direction like a greek god. I stared at him with fancy sequined in my eyes and my lips slightly parted. I know, i look like a creepy stalker but i'm too busy looking at him to care.
I swear i flushed crimson when his gaze met mine. He smiled at me. My heart nearly jumped off my chest. It's thumping like a drum. I just met him and i'm already feeling the signs of a crazy, deeply and madly inlove person.
Cause when this day is over know
My feelings haven't changed
No, my feelings haven't changed
About you
I felt devastated and ashamed when he passed by me. Boy, iam such a shame-face for drooling at him. Ofcourse, he was not coming to me to ask my name and my number like i'm picturing in my head but to order coffee! I forgot that the counter is just two tables away from me.
It's funny how assuming i can be. This is the aftermath of reading romance novels and watching movies too much. I stuffed all the cake that can fit in my mouth. If Jamie is here, she's maybe laughing her ass out.
