Niall Horan - The meet up

Weakness

It was now Wednesday and Niall had left for America two days ago. He was really right about giving each other space, because we haven't spoken since that last phone call. And I was beginning to realise how much I missed him when he wasn't around.
I leaned back on my chair and sighed. This was such a mess how did it all change so quickly, we where so happy, and then just one day it was all different. Ugh I have to be the bigger person in all of this. I picked up my phone and was about to ring him to apologise, when I was distracted by and email that came through on my laptop.

"Eliza, think you need to see this asap! Love Beth"
I clicked on the link and couldn't believe what I was seeing, It was multiple photos of Niall. One of him having lunch with a girl, anther of him walking down the street with the same girl, one of them in a pool together but the next one shocked me the most. She was sitting on his knee on a sun bed next to the pool just starring at each other smiling. I could feel my eyes begin to water and mouth drying up. I just sat there in disbelief. How could he, what was he doing.
I slammed my laptop shut and grabbed my books and notes off the desk and headed out of my flat.
As I walked I texted, "hey James, I'm coming over, really need help with this essay"
I was so angry I charged across campus and James was waiting for me at the door to his flat.
"Hey, come on in"
"Thanks" I was smiling, as if nothing was wrong. "I'm just really struggling with this question about Jane Eyre and her society, do you have any idea what to write?" I asked as I sat on his bed
"Hmmm let's see" he lifted the page and starred at it, as I starred at him.
"What?" He laughed as he turned and looked at me
I just moved in closer.
I pushed the paper and notes off the side of the bed and slowly pushed him down so he was eventually lying along the bed.
"What are you doing" he kind of laughed awkwardly
I moved my finger to his lips telling him to shush, as my other hand moved down his chest towards his jeans. I began to undo the Button, when James began to kiss my neck I closed my eyes and tilted my head back as his hands moved up and down my spine. He pulled my top off over my head and began to kiss my boobs. He pulled me in closer. "I've always wanted to do this with you, you look beautiful" he said quietly in between kissing my chest. Then suddenly I got a shiver along my spine and not in a good way. The only person I wanted to speak to me and touch me like this was Niall. I pulled away and he looked at me with curiosity.
" I'm sorry" I said and just bust into tears.
"Hey, hey what's wrong, it can't be be that bad" he said as he sat up beside me and began to rub my back for comfort.
I could hardly speak I just kept getting choked up every time I opened my mouth. I couldn't even say it out loud, I didn't want to. Instead I just lifted my phone and showed him the pictures of Niall with the girl.
He sighed as he starred down at the phone thinking.
"Do you know who she is" he asked, I shook my head in response
"I just don't know what he's thinking" I said through tears "the last we spoke he told me he loved me but we needed space. I didn't know that meant he was going to leave and get with someone else. I honestly didn't think he would do that"
"Did you come over here to get back at him by using me" he asked as he turned to look at me with a serious expression on his face. I just looked at him and I felt terrible.
"I don't know what I was thinking, I just got the photos and my head was all over the place, you where the first person I thought of. I don't know what I was intending to do, I was just so angry with him, but I love him and could never get with someone while I still love him, I'm sorry if I strung you along" I said as a tear rolled down my cheek.
"Don't worry about me" he said as he wiped the tear from my cheek. "If you love him, and I know you do, you need to talk to him Eliza, and tell him how you feel"
"Your right, Im just so angry with him, but I know we need to talk thanks, James" I hugged him, grabbed my stuff and left his flat.