Can I Love? (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 10:

  The girl stood up quickly and wiped Harry's traces from her lips off. I focused my eyes on the girl. I gasped. It was Samantha, the girl that Jake cheated on me with.

"Nich-" i cut Harry off and ran all the way to my room. Tears were spilling out of my eyes. I said i could trust him. I knew i shouldnt i knew i would get tangled in his problems.

I got to my room and slammed the door shut and locked it. I put my back against the door and knelt down. I put my knees to my head. I cried and cried until i heard banging coming from my door.

" Nichole! Nichole! Open the door please!" Harry yelled from the other side of the door.

"Nichole i will break this door if i have to!" He sounded on the verge of tears.

"Baby she's not worth it come on." I heard Samantha's voice next to Harry's. I heard them shuffle away and i let it all out. I cried.

I cried for my parents who i miss so much. I cried for my pst with Jake. For thinking he loved me when he never did. I cried because i tought i could trust Harry, but have been decieved again.

Hours passed by but i was still knelt down by the door. My tears had dried but i was staring out onto the ceiling. I dont know wether Harry had left or stayed and with Samantha.

How did he even know her? Was she his girlfriend? How long were they together? Stop it Nichole. I sighed and stood up.

I walked over to the bathroom. I was horrified by my reflection. My mascara had run down my cheeks and my eyes were puffed up.

I turned on the faucet and put water over my face. I turned the faucet off and grabbed my towel. I dried my face of and i heard a soft click. I peeked out the door and saw Harry come in. I quickly locked the bathroom door behind me.

I heard him running towrds the bathroom door and knock.

"Nichole. Listen to me. I know i have a lot to explain but just hear me out okay. Unlock the door and talk to me." His voice was calm and smooth.

" To talk?! Harry you hurt me! I dont think i can ever forgive you for that!" Tears were starting to spurge out my eyes again.

Harry banged on the door.

" Nichole please! Open it!" I heard him crying too. I slowly unlocked the door and stepped out. He stood there frozen. I noticed my hands trembeling.

He reached for my hand and i pulled away.

"No! Dont!" I was angry at him. Tears streamed down his cheek. He erased them off his cheek with his hand.

"Im so sorry." He started.

"Are you two dating." The words slipped off my tongue. I covered my mouth.

"Yes weve been dating for a few weeks." I shook my head.

"Whyd you make it seem like you liked me? And we slept together Harry."

"Nichole. I do like you alot."

"Then whyd you do it Harry why?!" I buried my face in my hands. I felt like i couldnt breathe, like the earth just stopped revolving around the sun and stood still.

"Nichole i love her and i felt wrong for not telling you im with her. I understand if your mad at me and dont want to talk to me. Im sorry u hurt you. Im also sorry for leading you to believe we had a chance." 

And with that Harry Edward Styles left the room and shut the door behind him. I crouched down and wept. Harry doesnt like me.

I should of known better than to think a guy like him would fall for a girl like me. Nobody likes me. I walked over to my bed and jumped on it. I took the covers off and angrily wrapped them around myself.

Icried and cried until i fell right asleep.

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My mother caressed my hair and held me.

" Honey everything is going to be ok." She whispered in my ear. I cried.

"No its not he played me. No guy is ever ment to be with me."

"Hell show you with time sweety. Just give him a chance."

"I cant stand being around him knowing what he did."

"Sweety he likes you i can see it just breathe and dont think about it too much okay." I nodded and wiped my tears off.

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I woke up and picked up my phone from the floor. My phone read 11 am. Impossible. I slept through yesterday and today.

I got up and thought about my dream last night. I guess my mother was right. But hell show me what with time?

"Hey Babe here are your pancakes." I heard Harry's voice. He must be with Samantha. I groaned.

I didnt want to go out there with Samantha but i guess im going to have to be strong and deal with my life. My life isnt what it used to be. I opened my door and stormed out the room.