Can I Love? (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 27:

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I made my way to the car and glanced at the patch at my side. It was healing but not fast enough. It was dripping blood earlier and now it wasn't. I'm not sure if that was because al the blood from inside of me just drained out or it's healing. I turned on the car and followed the streets up to New York.

I was going to find her. I hit the gas until i was past 100. At this point I didn't care about the cops. I passed like a hundred of them but none bothered to stop me. I saw a sign after a few hours that read New York: 5 miles ahead. I wasn't sure of what to do once i got there but i just will have to think of them.

Nichole

I picked up Rosaline who was awake but silent. She had eyes just like her father. I grabbed the keys. I was going to go shopping for clothes for Rosaline and I. Since my closet and her closet were empty the only clothes we had were the ones we're wearing.I locked the apartment behind me and made my ass to the elevator. I clicked the button to the lobby.I was exhausted.

I didn't sleep well. I spent most of the night crying about Harry. I still wonder who killed Samantha. Also who sent me that text? I felt like I was trapped in a Pretty Little Liars episode. Any minute someone would yell cut and i would go back to reality.

In my case, that wasn't happening. The elevator made a dinging sound and the doors opened. I stepped out and made my way outside. I waved at the lady at the counter before leaving. I opened the Bugatti. I buckled Rosaline up in the carseat and hopped in the front. I turned the car on and took the exit towards the nearest mall.

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I turned to the hotel. I parked my car and didn't bother locking it. I had a hoodie on so noone suspected who i was. I know alot of people here. They were from my past. I used to live here. That was 5 years ago though.

I walked into the lobby and the lady at the counter saw me. Shit.

"Goodmorning Mr. Ed-" i put my hand up and kept walking and she frowned but it silenced her. I didn't have time for the stupid elevator so i ran up the stairs. I ran so fast i was starting to regret not taking the elevator.

I looked at the door that on the side said SS. I took out a knife that was in my pocket and starting picking the lock. That didn't work so i just hit the lock. I managed to break the lock. I opened the door but found the place empty. I ran to the rooms desperate and i didn't find her.

I told her i was coming. She must of freaked out and ran. I want her. I need her. I also need Rosaline. I need them both. They need to know i'm here.

Nichole

I finished shopping and i probably wasted like $2,000 today. I was glad because now Rosaline and I have clothes. The place was stacked with food so i didn't have to worry about that for a while.

I turned up the radio in the car a bit because i liked this song. I remember when Harry and I used to fight over the volume. He likes it way to loud and i like it in the middle. He would turn it up and i would turn it down. Then he would look at me and say im a turn off. We would start laughing. I missed his jokes and his smile and everything.

Thinking About Harry makes a hole appear at my heart. I miss him soo much. He would know what to do and he would make a great father. I can't do this alone. Rosaline needs to know her father. I just wish he was still walking among this world. It would make everything easier.

I went up to the elevator with only Rosaline. I wanted to put her in the crib before i go downstairs and bring the clothes up. I walked out the elevator but my top door lock was broken and the door was slightly opened. I opened the door and slowly stepped inside.

I locked the bottom lock behind me. I searched every room and once i comfirmed i was alone i put Rosaline down in her crib. Someone must know we're here. I shuddered at the thought. I didn't want anything else to happen to me and Rosaline.

It was dark out. I've been out all day and my legs felt sore. I sat in the living room and decided to give Louis a quick call.

"Hey." He answered after the 4rth ring.

"Hey." I replied.

"How are you putting up with everything?"

"I guess i'm alright. What about you?"

"I would never get over her. I loved her." I know he is talking about Kaylee.

"I know Lou. I know. I miss her. I miss you guys."

"We miss you too." We said our goodbyes and hung up. I couldn't help it. I ran to the room and cried.

I cried and cried. I missed Harry so much i had this huge hole in my heart since he died. I need him i need him. My tears were all over my face but i didn't care. I was going to be a single mother. I never loved anyone like Harry. Never. I never will either. My heart only belongs to him.

All of a sudden i felt this hand on my hair. And this whisper to my ear.

"Shh. Baby everything will be fine." I looked up and i gasped and felt afraid. I shouldn't feel afraid but i am. I am met with the most beautiful pair of eyes i know i recognized. I almost chocked at the sight of him.

"H...Harry?" I managed to say.