Can I Love? (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 22:

"What the hell is going on here!" They all stood in silence.

"Someone answer me!" I looked at all of them. Niall cleared his throat.

"I came over the ask how you were doing and when Harry opened the door he was holding Samantha's hand. I got mad and asked him why. He said he loved her. I started defending you and it just got me mad. Your like my sister Nichole i hate seeing you get hurt."

"So what? He remembers more. He remember every moment we had together. Why can't he remember yours?" Samantha smirked and i gulped.

"He loves me just face it."

"Enough. I don't want to hear you guys arguing over me. Nichole let me make this clear I love Samantha and your going to need to be finding a place to stay because she's going to be moving in." I opened my mouth to say something and closed it.

"Okay i'll go pack up." I mumbled and made my way into the room. I took a suitcase that was in the closet and opened it up on top of the bed. Tears sprung out of my eyes as i packed up shirts and jeans and shoes.

I heard a light knock on the door and i turned around. Niall.

"You could stay with Louis for a while, I called him. I would ask you to stay with me but i travel alot and he would take care of you better than me." I didn't say anything and just continued packing. I packed all my make up and nicest outfits.

When i was done i placed the suitcase down in the floor and walked out with Niall. I walked past Harry and Samantha hoping that Harry at any moment would remember and stop me.

"Bye. Bye." Samantha smiled sarcastically and waved. I put a grip on the doornob and turned it slowly. Harry please remember. I opened him and waited for him to say something. Anything.

I walked out and Niall followed behind me.

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We arrived at Louis' house and i sighed.

"Your going to be okay." Niall said. I got out the car and Niall helped me with my suitcase. We walked towards the door and Louis opened it before we reach it.

"Hey guys." I give him a fake smile and i know he notices. I hug Niall goodbye and i get inside with Louis. He takes my suitcase and carries it out to my room.

"Wanna talk?" He offers. I nod. I follow him downstairs and sit on the couch. He brings me a glass of orange juice and cookies.

"What's going through your mind love?"

"Louis he doesn't remember me at all. If he remembers Samantha and not me i think They're right. He's ment to be with Samantha." Louis shakes his head.

"No. Don't say that. He loves you and he'll figure it out. I know it." We stay like that for a while and i realize it's only 6 pm. I needed some rest because i haven't slept in a whole day.

"I need some sleep." I get up and make my way to my room. I get under the covers and fall right asleep.

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Harry

I know she's hurt but it's not my fault i don't remember anything. It makes me feel so bad and it's eating me alive how she left. She twisted the doornob as if waiting for me to say something.

I would if but i don't know what. I had to tell her to leave because Samantha saud that if i wanted to have something with her then i cant be around Nichole.

I know she's expecting my child but Samantha said it's probably not mine. Samantha moved in the next day. This feels wrong but i really don't see why or how.

I love Samantha. Right?

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4 Months Later

I'm 8 months pregnant. Harry hasn't remembered anything. I thought he would by now. I'm still staying with Louis. It turns out he's been dating Kaylee. Liam has been dating Kris. I didn't know. I guess i haven't been a great friend.

That's why i called them 2 months ago and they are helping me go baby shopping. I found it's a girl. I was thinking of naming her R-

"Nichole!" Louis was calling me from downstairs. I walked carefully down the stairs.

"Yes."

" I have some news i'm not sure you are gonna like them."

"What it is?"

"Harry proposed to Samantha. He invited us to his wedding." I felt sick.

"When is it?"

"Tomorrow. He proposed last month. Samantha wanted to get married as soon as possible. We don't have to go."

"No it's fine. We're going." Wow. This is how life was going to turn out. Harry married to Samantha. My daughter growing up without her father.

Time to pick out a dress for the wedding tomorrow.

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We arrived at the destination for the wedding. It was in a huge ...mansion? Maybe? I didn't know what it was. I just knew it was immense. There were chandeliers all over the ceilings and the walls were completely white.

This must have been Samantha's idea because Harry doesn't like places like this. The floor was marble. Kaylee, Kris, Louis, Liam, Niall, and Zayn were at my side.

It turns out Harry's best man was Jake. I know right. Samantha's made of honor was her best friend Tamara. I sat in the third row with everyone and once we sat down we were just in time. Harry was waiting for Samantha.

His eyes met mine and he looked away quickly. Kris squeezed my hand to reassure me everything is going to be fine. Samantha walked in and the wedding music started playing.

She looked so perfect. No wonder Harry preffered her over me. I mean look at her. I looked back at Harry and his eyes were completely drawn by Samantha. He loved her. That was the was he looked at me.

She reached the altar and took Harry's hands. They started reading each others vows and they made me wanna gag.

"Samantha. You are the most beautiful girl. I feel so blessed to have you in my life. You mean more than my life to me. Looking at you now i feel like i'm in a dream-"

Can i hit you with a vase so you could wake uo from it? He finished his vows and she said hers.

"Harry my love. I love you so much. I cannot imagine my life without you." She didn't continue. Everyone was waiting for her to but her eyes kept their gaze on me. Harry cleared his throat.

"Oh. I'm finished." That sucked.

"Do you accept?" The pastor told Harry. Harry looked at him in the eyes then at Samantha then at me.