Hello my rainbows, Ty here... Umm I guess it's time I tell you about this.
I have survived not one but 4 suicide attempts. I know most people say that suicide shouldn't be a thing and what not but I did attempt and I lived. I still want to die don't get me wrong I feel useless but I'm living for the people around me not myself. Umm when I attempted suicide it was actually with pills, I have this medicine that's really hard and I just kept taking them until I finished the bottle. This was basically what happened each time. Nobodies ever been around me when this happened. I don't know why I didn't die I just kinda passed out and then I would wake up a couple hours later. Honestly I don't regret any of my attempts. Actually I am really close to trying it one more time because one more try can't kill me right it never has before. My thoughts are just getting to be to much and my parents are starting to question what I do. My dad made fun of my anxiety and my mom told me I need to believe in God when in my eyes he hasn't done shit for me.
I don't think I have anymore to say. So till next time my rainbows.
I love you all <3
Stay strong!
~Ty~
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Dark thoughts and my crappy life
Não FicçãoThis is gonna be what goes on in my head when something goes wrong. You don't have to read it but you can it's just up to you. Most of this stuff might be triggering so read at you're own risk. Really crapply written I just don't explain that much s...
