Why Do I Love Him (Emblem3)

chapter 27

Taylor Pov

I heard every word. Watching his lips move in the moonlight was the only way I knew for sure I wasn't dreaming it all up. He wants to be more than just friends. My heart was pounding and my mind was racing. I couldn't understand the feeling I was having about Wesley. It felt like I was in love with both Drew and him, but I don't understand I love Drew and only Drew. My eyelids finally blocked my vision of Wesley and I let my dreams begin. 

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I was leaning up against my locker twirling one of my dirty blond curls between my fingers. Ang and Karen were of course late again leaving me awkwardly by myself. I let out a small sigh, and opened my locker looking at the mirror to apply a new coat of  lip gloss. I was admiriring the outfit I was wearing (neon pink 'SWAG' tank, with white shorts, and a brown pair of sandals), when two familiar arms wrapped around my waist.

"You look hot as hell today."

"I should! It took an hour to get all this ugliness dolled up." I laughed turning to face him. Our foreheads locked my eyes stared at our feet.

"Your not ugly your the most beautiful girl I have ever seen." His foot moved in between mine pulling our bodies closer together. His hand pushed a stray curl behind my hear and left his hand against my cheek.

"I love you so much." I put my hand on his pulling it to my lips. My lip gloss left a mark on his palm as I pulled away.

"I love you more." This time he leaned his head down to mine crashing his lips against mine pushing my back against the lockers. My hand held his neck down and the other felt the outline of his six pack as our kiss grew deeper. He slowly pulled his lips away from mine allowing me to breath, but only for a second before our lips met again.

"We're going to get caught." I said as he started kissing my neck and found my lips again. I felt a smile form over his face as he kissed me at the thought of stopping because of such a stupid excuse.

"Then let's get out of here." He took a step back letting me catch my breath once again, but only then did I realize that it wasn't Drew.......but Wes, and I wanted more. He put out his hand and I took it slamming my locker as we made our way down the hall. Ang walked by giving me a wink and smile as we passed her making our way towards his car. He opened the passenger door like a true gentle man and ran around jumping in and driving off. We pulled into the beach parking lot. I felt butterflies in my stomach as he turned the engine off and looked at my with those beautiful eyes before leaning in and kissing me. He pulled back smiling.

"Are you sure you want to keep going?" I pulled his shirt closer to me causing his body to hover over mine.My body was screaming for Wes but my mind thought of Drew. Did I really want to do this? Before Wes's could go any further he disappeared along with his car and the sun. I was sitting on the beach looking down at a negative pregnancy test. My eyes filled with tears with me coming to the realization that I had a miscarriage.

"Karen where are you I need your help!" I screamed but nobody could hear me. My body laid back into the sand my hands covering my face.

"Come find me first." I jumped up to my feet looking around but saw nobody.

"Come find me Tay." It was Karen's voice.

"Karen where are you? I need someone to talk to, to help me better understand all the problems in my life right now."

"Come find me."

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Wes Pov