Without you.

Alone

I no longer had a husband, a house and I barely had any food in the fridge. The only thing I wanted to do was just sit there and cry. There was nothing I could do, everything had been taken away from me. The only person I had left was Regina but I couldn't interrupt her on her date with Robin. I had decided to start packing since I had to be out of my house in two days. I moaped up the stair case to my room. I got a few cardboard boxes from the closet and started packing small things lying around. I threw in some picture frames and hangers that weren't being used.

My phone started to vibrate on my nightstand. I looked over to see it was Regina. "Hi Regina. How's it going?" I sniffed, still trying to stop crying. "Its going great! He wants me to come back to his place and hang out more. Should I go?" Regina asked. "Um...yeah!" I said excitedly. I was happy for Regina. Happy that she found someone that makes her feel loved and cared for. I used to have that. Heck, I had that 30 minutes ago but then I ruined it. "Are you ok Emma? You sound like you're crying." She said. "Don't worry about me just enjoy your time with Robin!" I said. "Ok thanks bye Em!" Regina said and then quickly hung up the phone.

I started walking towards my closet to pack some clothes when I tripped over the rug and fell into the cabinet, knocking something off the top shelf. It was some sort of DVD or CD. I decided to put it in the blu-ray player and turn on the TV. A blurry clip started to play. I immediately knew what it was. Our wedding video. I heard myself start to speak. "Regina what are you doing?!" I said laughing. "Oh whoops! Sorry." She said focusing the image. Our wedding was held in a field of pale pink roses. It was a small wedding only consisting of Regina, Robin and my parents (Killian's parents had passed away).

The camera turned towards Killian. His hair was combed back and he wore a light grey suit and a pale pink tie. The camera turned back to me as I walked towards him. I could remember his smile growing with every step I took. I was in a long white wedding dress that trailed behind me as I walked. It was strapless with faint lace embroidery at the bottom of the dress. My pale pink heels added a couple inches to my height. I finally got to Killlian and we joined hands. The smile on my face was bigger than I had ever smiled before. I was so happy. We said "I do." Then he slipped the wedding ring on my finger. "Awww." Regina said. "Shut up!" I said back laughing. I leaned over and kissed him. I still remember that kiss. It was the best kiss Killian and I ever shared. At that moment our lives were perfect. I loved him and he loved me more than anything else.

I grabbed the controller and clicked pause. I had finally realized something. No matter what someone you truly love does, no matter how they hurt you... You will never stop loving them. I never stopped loving Killian. I knew he was the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with as soon as I saw him. I was not going to let some silly argument stop us from being together. Killian and I wanted a future together for our entire lives. We had talked about having kids, and growing old together. Even if we had no money and lived in some tiny apartment I wouldn't care as long as we are together I can be happy. I needed to talk to him and tell him how I truly felt.