Without you.

This Love

I decided to reapply my makeup and do my hair before going to see Killian. I wanted to look good, but when I looked in the mirror and screamed. What had happened to me? My eyes were puffy and red from crying and old mascara had bled down my face. I looked myself up and down. I had lost weight and could now see an outline of my ribs popping out of my chest. I hadn't really eaten much in days. Maybe after I go see Killian we can get dinner. I finished my hair and makeup then searched through my closet to find something to wear. I finally found a ocean blue top that I thought was perfect. I paired it with some dark jeans and boots. I grabbed my jacket and my purse and headed out the door.

I was driving to Robins. I wasn't quite sure what to say since it was almost 12am. Maybe i'll text Killian and tell him I'm coming over, or better yet call him. I didn't want to spend another minute without him. I dialed his number, it rang twice then he finally picked up. "Emma?" He said a bit confused. "Im on my way to see you." I said. "Well I don't want to see you!" He snapped back. "Listen Killian... I'm so sorry for everything I've done. I miss you and I lo-" I saw headlights out of the corner of my eye. Then I lost consciousness as the car smashed into mine.

Killian's POV:

Robin and Regina were still out on their date and I was alone. I was still a bit angry at Emma for wrecking things between us once again. I walked over to the fridge to find something to eat. My phone started ringing. I looked over to see it was Emma. I hesitated to answer but finally gave in. "Emma?" I said. "Im on my way to see you!" She replied. I was still angry with her and I didn't want to deal with this at almost 12am. "Well I don't want to see you!" I responded, immediately regretting what I had said.

"Listen Killian..." She went on to say. "I'm so sorry for everything I've done. I miss you and..." I missed her too but I was waiting for her to say the three words that could solve everything. "I lo-" she started but was interrupted by a horn and a smashing sound. My heart raced. "Emma!" I started to tear up. "Emma!" I called again but no answer. What if something awful happened. The last thing I said to her was that I didn't want to see her. I grabbed my jacket and keys then ran out the door to my car. I drove to the hospital still crying. I was so mad at myself. How could I let this happen. If we were still together none of this would have ever happened. We would of probably been snuggling on the couch or watching a movie right now. I felt awful for what I had done.

It took me about 15 minutes to get to the hospital. I pulled up and ran out of my car. I watched as a blonde woman on a stretcher rolled through the doors labelled "Emergency". "Emma?" I yelled. I started to chase after them. When I caught up I was stopped. "Sorry sir." A paramedic said. "You can't go any further, this is for staff only." I needed to make sure she was ok. "No, please. She's my wife. I need to see that she's ok." I said. "We will let you know as soon as we can but you have to sit and wait." The paramedic responded. "Ok." I said back taking a seat.

I waited and waited until I finally asked what was going on. "You can come and see her. She's just regaining consciousness." A nurse responded. I walked to her room and saw her lying in the bed. She had a massive scrape across the right side of her face. Many other parts of her body were bruised and she had broken her right hand as well. I walked over to her and sat down. I grabbed her good hand and kissed it. She began to wake up.

Emma's POV:

I blinked a few times then opened my eyes fully. I looked around the room. Where was I? I looked to my left and saw Killian. "Killian!" I smiled and tried to get up but was stopped by a huge pain in my back. I laid back down. "Emma I'm so glad you're ok." He said, kissing my forehead. "What happened?" I said. "You were in a car accident, love." He said rubbing my hand. "Killian!" I said again. "I'm sorry." He smiled. "It's ok...I'm sorry too." He responded. Killian leaned in and kissed my lips softly. "I love you." I whispered. "I love you too." He said smiling. I grabbed the back of his neck with my good hand and brought his lips to mine. I kissed him for a long time until we finally came up for air. "Woah!" He said. "What was that for?" I smiled and said "I missed you!" He kissed all over my face and I laughed. "I missed you too, love." He smiled back. "And can we get some food?" I asked laughing. "I love you." He said and gave me another quick kiss on my lips.