Diary Of A Girl In Love. (The Script FanFic)

Who Would Have Thought...

Jess POV

I woke up with a headache, the light coming from the window burned my eyes. I put the cover over my head and tried falling back asleep.

''Oh you're awake.''

I froze. I began to slowly pull the blanket down from my face. What I saw made the air in my lungs get stuck in my throat. 

Ben. Shirtless. Standing at the foot of my bed. Staring at me. 

''Fuck. No.... no. Shit... What?'' I struggled with what to say. What happened last night.

''I know.'' Ben spoke. 

''No. Did we...'' I looked under the blanket.... I was naked.

''No... no please, I...''  My head began to hurt even more.

''We...well. I think.'' He replied.

''You think?'' I asked, slightly angry at myself and Ben.

'I mean, I don't know, we may have, I have these flashbacks... and, um... I don't know. '' Ben ran his han through is hair.

What had happened last night.

Where was Dan? 

Dan.

Shit.

Had I just cheated on Dan? With Ben? BEN. I didn't know what to think... What had I done,  how did it even happen? 

I couldn't remember anything,  the last thing I remembered was walking out of the bar with Ben...

The rest was a blur.

 'You... should' 

''Go, yes I know, I didn't want to leave while you were asleep...'' he finished my sentence. 

''Right. Well. I'm awake now.'' I couldn't help but sound like a bitch.

''I'll....see you around.'' he replied 

Before leaving he picked up his shirt from the ground and left my room.

I laid there in silence. Who would have thought that this would happen?

I was afraid of facing Dan, what would I tell him? How would I explain it to him?

Then again, maybe I wouldn't have to explain anything to him... who said he had to know? But was it right hiding it from him? 

But would it be right to ruin something that had just started? 

I kept arguing with myself for another hour or so. Tried picturing myself telling Dan what I knew. Tried imagining what he would feel, how it would hurt him. I couldn't do this.

A knock on my door brought me back to reality. What if it was Dan?

''Jess?'' His voice came from the other side of the door.

Shit.