Diary Of A Girl In Love. (The Script FanFic)

At The Bar.

Jess POV

We met up with Glen at the lobby of the hotel. Ben wasn't there yet. Part of me wished he wouldn't come. I hadn't seen him after that kiss two days ago. I wished it never happened. Why was I so stupid?

I hadn't talked about it with Dan yet, I feel like I should, I just wasn't sure when. I mean I didn't feel like ruining something that had just started. 

I looked at him and he was already looking at me. He was talking to a few people that had recognised him. Mark and Glen were with him too.

I smiled at him and he smiled back. After a bit Ben arrived.

 My stomach dropped to the ground. I stared at him, unable to take my eyes off him. I had to speak to him, but did I really want to?

 I wasn't sure if Dan knew Ben was here... what would he think if I spoke to Ben?

Ben was slowly approaching me, his face not showing anything. I stood still and watched him come closer.

''Hey, listen'' He began. ''About what happened''

''It wasn't meant to happen'' I cut in.  His face expression changed. 

''Right. What about Dan?'' He asked.

I looked over at where Dan was and he was looking at me. I knew he was hurt from what happened. I shouldn't be speaking to Ben right now, I should be talking to Dan about it. 

''It's complicated... can we talk about it some other time?'' I asked and slightly nodded towards Dan, who had turned his head away from me.

Ben turned around and noticed Dan and then turned back to me. He only nodded, indicating he knew that we had to speak when we were alone. 

He walked over to the sofa were Rod was sitting and began chatting to him. 

The other lads joined us very shortly.

''We should....talk about that'' Dan had come up to me and whispered into my ear. I didn't look at him, just nodded. 

''Everyone here yeah?'' Glen looked around, we all replied with 'yeah' and left the hotel.

Danny's POV

I knew that what I was feeling towards Ben wasn't right. It wasn't his fault... or was it? I don't know. I may only be jealous because he got to kiss her.  I felt anger towards him... and maybe even towards Jess. But then again, what can I really do? They kissed before Jess and I were some what involved. 

But why did it hurt so much?

''What will ya have?'' Ben suddenly asked. I looked up from the table that I was staring at. 

Ben and Rod were sitting across from me, Mark was beside Ben and Glen was beside Rod. Jess was beside me.

''Um...Guinness if they have it, if not then any beer would do the job.'' I replied, he nodded and asked the other guys what they wanted. Jess had white wine.

I looked at her. I wanted to kiss her so bad. I waned to make everything that I was feeling go away. 

Suddenly I felt someone hit me under the table. I looked to my left and Mark was looking at me. Only then I realised I was staring at Jess for far too long. 

''RIght...'' I whispered, Mark only smiled and took a drink form his glass. I did the same. 

We all began talking about the gig tomorrow night. We had to drive to Italy, so we would have to leave Belgium pretty early today. 

While the conversation went on I put my hand on Jess thigh.

I felt her slightly jump which oddly made me smile.

I began to move my hand up and down her leg, seeing as she wore a dress made it easier for me to move my hand right up to the top of her leg...

I stopped right at her inner thigh, I looked at her and she was looking at me. 

''I want you so much'' I mouthed. 

Her cheeks turned rosy. 

''Everything alright?'' Glen asked looking at Jess and me, we both turned to face him. My hand remained on her leg. Slowly rubbing it up and down.

''Jess just asked what time we would leave the hotel tonight'' I lied. 

I wasn't sure if they bought it though, but everyone seemed to go along with it. 

''Oh, right,  we'll leave at around 6pm if that's alright with everyone' Glen replied. 

I began to slowly get bit too carried away with Jess, I had to take my hand off her to prevent myself from... showing I was enjoying anything. 

After about two hours at the bar we all left. All of us were slightly drunk so we were pretty loud. I had my arm around Jess, but nobody noticed as they were too busy laughing and joking around. 

When we got back to the hotel I went back to Jess' room.