Diary Of A Girl In Love. (The Script FanFic)

Working it out.

Tears were rolling down my cheeks. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. How could this happen? Why couldn't he forgive me. I forgave him. He was drunk I understood, why could he? 

Part of me knew the answer. It was because of Ben, but... It wasn't Ben's fault. 

''Everything okay there Jess'' I turned away from the window and looked up at Mark. He noticed I was crying and sat down beside me.

''Hey, What's wrong?'' he asked, putting his arm around my shoulder. ''I messed up, I don't know, Oh Mark....'' I began to cry harder, burring myself into his shoulder.

''If you want to talk about it I'm here alright'' 
I only nodded, unable to bring myself to talk.

Dannys POV

We had stopped at a petrol station to get some snacks and fill up the bus. This was my chance to speak to Ben. What will I say? 
They were drunk weren't they? I couldn't blame this on anyone. I shouldn't be this angry. 

I was jealous. Jealous of Ben being the first one to do what I have been wanting to do for over five years now. 

All of this was stupid. I felt hurt, but what hurt me even more was that this may have hurt Jess. I had to stop, I had to just speak to Jess. 

''You want anything?'' 

I was standing outside, with my back pressed against the bus when I heard Ben's voice. 

I looked up to see him standing a few feet away from me. I felt like punching him.  I didn't reply, I just glared at him. 

'You slept with Jess.'' I said, it wasn't even a question. I couldn't help myself, it slipped out.

''What?'' Ben asked, looking slightly confused.

''You slept with my girlfriend!'' I shouted, feeling myself becoming angrier. 

''Dude, what? Your girlfriend? you guys... what'' Ben was slowly backing away as I was moving forwards. 

' That's right.''  What was I doing? '' You fuckin-''

''Guys guys, chill'' I looked behind me and saw Mark. 

My hands were in fists. Clam down I kept repeating it in my head. Calm down. 

''What's going on?'' Mark said approaching us. 

I didn't say anything. 

Suddenly Marks facial expression changed. He knew what was going on. 

''Guys, listen. You were all drunk, leave it behind yous alright? You can't destroy your friendship because of what happened, understand. '' Mark sounded serious, he always knew what to say.

I could feel myself slowly relaxing. Ben still looked slightly scared.

''Now go apologies to each other, this is stupid. '' Mark finished and walked back into the bus. 

I looked at Ben and sighed. Mark was right, this was stupid. 

''I'm sorry... I don't know, guess I got jealous mate'' I said, feeling really bad. 

''If I knew... I wouldn't have, I mean... I didn't, I don't even know what happened.. sorry '' 

I laughed and walked up to Ben and gave him a quick hug. This was stupid.

Now only thing left was to sort things out with Jess, I had overreacted, I only hoped she would forgive me and understand. I loved her too much and got jealous far too quickly.