Self harm poems

To tell?

I really want to talk to you,
but I know then what you'd have to do,
so I keep my secrets safe inside,
you believe me, when I say Im fine,
you've reached out to me before,
but i know your bound to tell by law,
I want to trust you with my secrets,
but I know you're unabeable to keep them,
so I contemplate and that's as far as I get,
knowing if I tell you I'd live in regret,
I don't want the true side of me known,
my good girl image'd be shattered and blown,
so I'll carry on hiding and lying and bluffing,
because to you I know I mean nothing

A/N
So this poems a tad off topic but I wrote it when considering asking for help from someone, but I decided against it in the end