Phoebe's POV
It's been a few days since I broke up with Brad and I haven't spoken to him once. I see him in the corridors and I look away, he sits near me in biology and I just keep my head down. He's tried talking to me lots but I just walk away or ignore him depending on the situation but I am determined to not say another word to him. That doesn't mean I haven't thought about him. Oh I thought about him a lot! I think about how we would be together still enjoying our lives with each other and still be deeply in love with one another or there would be the days I thought about all the girls he has fucked since I last spoke to him and I'm guessing quite a few.
I don't regret our short time together because it was one of the best times of my life but I just regret walking into his trap.
I keep telling myself that another will come along who is better than Brad and will treat me better than Brad but I keep answering my self saying I don't want another who treat me better than Brad. I want him.
Brad's POV
It's been a few days since the break up with Phoebe and I haven't slept since that day. Normally I'm the one breaking girls hearts and it doesn't bother me but this time it's different. I hate my self because of what I've done. I've messed it all up and I just wish I could move on but I can't. I walk past her in the corridors and she looks away as soon as she sees a glimpse of me but I can't take my eyes off her and kills me because I know that she will never been mine again. I sit near her in biology and as much as I try to talk to her she just ignores me and gets on with her work. She hasn't said a word to me since that day and it's killing me. I just need to hear her voice again but I know I can't and never will because I've lost her because I was a complete dick.
I keep telling my self that she deserves someone better than me someone who will treat her better than I did. But I keep telling my self that I don't want her to find someone else. I want her to find her way back to me. I want her
A/N
Just a short chapter because I'm not quite sure what's going to happen next so if you have any ideas comment them and that would be amazing!! Xx
