The Darkness Engagement

Give Me, Give Me My Motivation

Weeks have gone by, and me and Destiny are doing.. okay. I still love her, but the whole Ryan situation has caused a rift in our relationship. Mom dropped us out of school, and said that homeschooling was our only option since we became supposable 'sisters'. Mom says we are related, but I highly doubt it. Other than that, we pretty much can't go anywhere or outside unless it's at night for good reasons. Today happened to be my day to do what I want.

I waited till about 6 in the evening to sneak out, but I couldn't make it obvious. Somehow I got out, but the two beings in the house would notice my absence after awhile, but I'd be gone before they even knew.

I let my body strand me to whatever I needed to go to. I didn't feel happy to go out into the social world, so I wandered into the black woods, because I felt safety there in my head. I walked in slowly, making sure to check my surroundings as I kept moving. After awhile, I just walked in straight forwards as I started to think. The only reason I came out here was to blow some steam out if stress, but I felt and thought more than I imagined. It started to anger me because of all the thoughts, but I respected the trees out here, so I wasn't going to hit one.

I sat down in this circle of trees deep in the forest, and I felt my surroundings become one inside me. I accepted how lifeless everything was, similar to me. I thought about how I was just another creature roaming the earth, getting prepared to die, and become lifeless like the dead trees out here. I thought about how we rely on social and sexual relations to make us happy, when in reality, the happiness we seek lies in ourselves. I thought about how love and hate was touchless, and how it might not be a real thing, and all we are feeling is the same feelings, just in different angles. I thought about how Dad and Chas are gone.. how I can't call them anymore to 'keep them safe'. It all bundled up in my head, making my emotions go in a commotion. The biggest thing I thought about was my heart.. how it could break so easily if Des hurt me, and the single reactions that would be made through myself without others knowing. All the things I could do that no one could stop me from doing, but I will wait until the time comes. Thank To You, I am not myself. I am all strung out, and that much is clear.

Then, I heard a crack of a stem. I turned around to see darkness. "H..hello?" I said hesitantly.

A faint, dark voice startled me.

"The alpha's daughter. In the woods?" And then it chuckled. I sat there shaking. I think I understand why Mom wanted me safe. I quickly saw a canine figure in front of me circling me, and I stayed still. It disappeared, and then re appeared. It was freaky, to be honest. Then, it happened. Silence. Complete silence.

I looked around to reassure myself that I was just seeing things. I was wrong.

I felt a hand grapple at my throat tightly, and I looked up to see Zazu, a kid from school. I never knew him, but I met him now. In the distance, I saw Ryan and other guys I have never seen before. The guy on top of me had silver eyes, and I called for help, but he just covered my mouth.

"Pretty girls don't need help." He said. I freaked out. I felt my life see it's not end. Ironic how I thought about lifelessness when I really feel it now. I felt him choking me, taking the breaths out of my body. I started feeling dizzy, unable to breath correctly.

Then, before I took my last breath, I saw a female wolf kick him off me... hard. It growled loudly, bearing fangs. I then saw a puff of black smoke arise around it, Des appearing. I looked back at Ryan, but all of them were gone. The other guy had a face of anger, and ran off without a fight. I, myself, lie on the ground, unable to get up and move. I felt weak, that the last thing I saw was Destiny crying on top of me, trying to keep me awake. Then, yes again, darkness succumbed me.