FTM: A Tricky Life

Introduction

WARNING: IF YOU KNOW ME STEP AWAY NOW. THIS IS LIKE A DIARY TO ME AND I DONT WANT YOU INVADING MY PRIVACY. (Sven Olivier). If you invade this after me specifically telling you not to, (and I know you) then you can walk out of my life without so much as a second glance back. So goodbye if you know me personally.

Hello.
We all have our problems, right? Some more extreme than others, some more serious than others. But sometimes it's hard to dissect the problems, hard to discover the reasoning behind them. But I'm not here to talk about problems that can easily be solved. Nor problems that aren't long-term. I'm here to talk about being transgender and the problems that come with it.

Now I'm assuming that most of my readers are trans or know somebody who is. I did the same thing as you: I ventured for help through stories written by other trans people. I was searching for similarities and differences between mine and their feelings. At the time I didn't fully know who I was on the inside, but after reading those stories I finally came to realize who I actually am. I came out of my stage of denial and realized that I'm not a girl. I may have been at one point in time but that's changed.

It changed when I began puberty. The changes were overwhelming. I tried to embrace them for awhile until finally I couldn't take it anymore. So I bought a binder without my parents knowing. Cut my hair without anyone noticing. I finally snapped. I think now is the beginning of my blossoming.

So, that's my introduction. My next chapters will be coming soon and I hope you can enjoy and relate to what I have to say. Thanks so much for reading!

Please comment if you have any questions, concerns, or anything else I can help with!
Remember you're special. You always will be.
Thanks so much again
~Sven