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I Hate That I Love You (Part One)

I hate you, I love you. I hate that I want you. You want her, you need her, and I'll never be her.
- I Hate You I Love You by Gnash

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     I hate you so much, Scott Hoying.
I hate that you don't love me anymore.
    
     I love you so much, Scott Hoying.
I love that you're always there when I need you.

     But I hate you.
I hate that lately, you've disappeared.

     But I love you.
I love that you can always make me laugh.

     But I really do hate you.
I hate that you're gone. You were mine, but now your not. You're someone else's one and only. That's why I hate you.

     But I really do love you.
I'm still holding on, because I love you with all of my heart, Scott Hoying.

I jolt up out of bed, turning on the light. I feel the left side of the bed. He's not there. He hasn't been there for a while now.
Get yourself together, Grassi. He's gone.
Wow...
That didn't sink in until now.

He's gone.
Gone.
My Scott is gone.

I start to sob as images from the breakup flashed through my head.

"Babe? Where are you?" Mitch asked as he walked through the door, getting back from rehearsal. Scott was sick, so he had to sit this one out.

When Mitch received no answer he asked again.
"Babe?"
This time he heard Scott, but it wasn't any greeting.
It was moans.
When Mitch heard, he rushed out the door and called Kirstin.

Ring
Ring
Ri- "Hello?"
"Hey Kirst." Mitch said gloomily.
"Hey Mitchie! What's wrong? You sound sad."
"Um..." Mitch bit his lip to keep from crying, but his emotions took over him and he lost it.
"Scott ch-heated on m-me!" Mitch sobbed and Kirstin could feel his pain.
"Oh Mitch... I'm so sorry."
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Part 2 will be coming #soon so keep an eye out ;)