Yet again we went deeper into hiding. On the other side of naboo way more isolated with more guards as we all were dressed like symple Naboan citizens. It seemed as if the senator was well protected but I knew that if I wasin't buisy breaking just about every Jedi council rule there was then we wouldin't be in this mess!
The new place we stayed at was alot larger with way more space and less of a chance of being cought. No one really lived on this side of town as it was more of the out scurts. Of course the place was almost like a castle and had way less of a chance of catching on fire.
"What do you think?" Senator Amidala asked the both of us.
"I think it's wonderful. Now that we have to take extra percussions to keep you alive senator." I said crossing my arms and getting a good look at the place.
"Don't be silly (Y/N) We will be fine, I have guards on every floor. And plus the walls are far too thick and the assasin thinks we left the planet." At least it could be that way.
"There is no way to tell that for sure." Ani says in an almost defeated tone. He was sadly right, anyone could know we are here and even something far worce could happen.
"Listen I'm going to cheak out the place. You two better discuss this, I would hate to have to remove myself from my home planet." She says walking off into the building.
"What's wrong Ani?" I asked him as he only looked deep into my eyes with sorrow.
"Walk with me. We must talk about this in private." He says reaching for my hand, as I kindly accepted.
"What is it," We walked over to a high view of the Naboan water over by a rail. Flowers were strung everywere and it seemed quite nice. "Please tell me, I really want to help you,"
He let go for a second. "(Y/N) it's all my fault! I shouldn't have been so distracted. If it wasn't for me we wouldn't be here more worried for the Senator's life."
"It was no one's fault Ani. It just happend-"
"You didn't see it like I did (Y/N)! The fire was started by none the less by a scum sucking bounty hunter! I could have killed him and saved most of the men that were there trying to help us keep the senator safe!"
I hardly knew what to say. "Somthing is also bothering you? Isint it?"
"No matter what happens in my life I feel as if I will always be treated like a child by the Jedi order! I want more (Y/N), I knew I'm strong enough to save the senator but what about us? What about what distracted me in the first place (Y/N)? I don't even know what became over me yesterday. Just being with you again for once in ten years makes me feel as though I am complete. But it kills me a little each day knowing that there is nothing for me to do about the feelings I have for you," He was right, there was nothing I could do about it. We had to life this way and I had to say good bye to the one I loved.
"Anakin Skywalker," I say, " There is nothing here in this world that would make me take that kiss away. I choose not to forget it as you try to."
"That's not it at all (Y/N)! Somthing is changing and I know that we aren't ready for it!" He went on, "I want to be with you but you know what is expected of us,"
"I don't know what to say,"
"Say you love me. Please (Y/N) I need to know,"
I looked up at him almost huvering over me; wanting to know how I really feel. "Ani I-" I cut myself off. "I want to be a powerful Jedi someday as my master has predicted. Without a doupt the way we feel about eachother will distroy the both of us,"
"There is a way," He says stroking my forearm, "We could keep it a secret,"
A tear streamed down my face. "I can't. We can't there is no way Ani,"
He wiped he tear away and said. "You're right, we would be keeping a secrate that we couldn't keep even if we wanted to. It would distroy our loves and the lives of others." He embraced me in a big hug. With his strong arms being wrapped around me almost completely. He kissed the top of my head and made me feel as of I was never alone. I hated all of this, I didin't want to feel this way but this is how it had to be. I must do what is requested of me.
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Fight Inside (Anakin Skywalker X Reader)
Fanfiction(Y/N) Was a young girl who had always trained with Anakin since she was nine years old, before her master Alaya Sacura and her were sent off for duties as far out as beyond the outer rim. Is he adopting sudden feelings for her as soon as the Senato...
