I'm sitting on the floor listening to Alessia Cara right now. It feels nice.
I learned today something that I still am confused about; I'm at peace with the world.
Recently I haven't been stressing out, not even today when I know I bombed the geometry test and got three wrong in chemistry. I'm not even upset that my plans for the weekend were canceled.
I think what's happened is that I stopped expecting things. I had no hopes, I have no loss.
I've changed my mind. I'm not at peace with the world, I just don't care anymore. Sometimes I don't even feel like the world is here. Like we all don't exist to some extent. That we're all kinda just floating through space.
I don't really feel any emotions anymore ethier. I'm never truly sad, but I'm never truly happy. I'm kinda just numb.
- Chelsea
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Metanoia
Random(n) the journey of changing one's mind, heart, self, or way of life A collection of thoughts I've had, Stories I've written, Questions I've asked, And realizations I've made. Watch as I grow up and my thoughts change and my writing develops from 8th...
