#sadlife » yoonmin [texting]

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"So you're leaving now?"

"Yes." Yoongi responds, looking at his shoes. "Thanks for the last two weeks."

"No problem. After all I've done to you.."

"Stop feeling guilty, Namjoon. It's okay." The older answers, putting his hand on Namjoon's shoulder and giving him a small smile. "And thank you too, Hyung." Now he looks at Jin, who was watching the both of them in silent. "It's okay Yoongi. Good luck in Daegu and be careful, eat healthy food and study a lot okay? Stay the way you are and don't go out late!"

"Yes mom!" Yoongi says serious, before the three start laughing at Jin's motherly attitude. He's always like that and always makes them food. The last few days Yoongi often visited them and spent his time at Namjoon's and Jin's Apartment sometimes even staying over night, especially when he felt alone. Even if Namjoon is his ex, he doesn't feel shitty or awkward around him. Everything is okay now between them and they are friends again. And even if Jin was the one, Namjoon cheated on him with, he really starts liking the older. Jin has the personality of an angel and takes care of the both like he is their mother.

"I have to go now.." The pink haired boy says, "we will skype when I arrive okay?"

"Yes!" Jin shouts as he hits Yoongi's back.

Before he leaves, he hugged both of them and heads out of the apartment and afterwards out of the building.

Arriving at his apartment, he checks up if he hadn't forgot anything and spend the last few hours with watching movies with his sister and talking and laughing with her.
Laughing is something Yoongi hadn't done for a while. The most time he was in his room, alone and crying except the time he spent with Namjoon and Jin. The pain in his chest seems to grow bigger and bigger with every second he was thinking about a special person. A person who broke his heart. Who cheated on him. Who replaced him. Now Yoongi is trying to move on, to focus on his school; on his dream.

3 hours later Yoongi has to go and is now saying good bye to his crying sister. She's so proud of her younger brother, that he made it and got the scholarship and especially that he's an adult now. He will live with his mother but he already found an apartment near the university. So he'll be living alone and has to live on his own for now.

"I have to go Noona!" Yoongi whines as his sister doesn't let go of him, hugging him tightly for already 5 minutes straight. "I know I know." Finally she lets go of him, some tears on her chubby cheeks, which Yoongi softly removes with his thumb. "Don't cry Noona, I'll visit you soon."
He kisses her forehead and waves goodbye as he leaves the apartment, together with all his stuff. It isn't much but everything he needs.

Some minutes later his taxi arrives and after Yoongi got in the car, he knew that there's no turning back.

Goodbye Noona, goodbye Seoul, goodbye to the good and to the bad memories and goodbye, Jimin, my love.

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