twisted love

chapter 12

I walk away and went home, at that moment I knew I made a mistake but there was nothing I can do. Kat txted me and I didn't reply because I didn't feel like talking to her. I woke up the next day and I didn't feel like going to school but I knew that my mom wouldn't let me stay home so I didn't even ask and just went to school. I got to school and saw kat. She came up to me, "I'm so sorry, I was not thinking strait and not thinking to belive my boyfriend, would you for give me?" Say Kat. "I don't think so because you have done this to me a lot of times and I feel like there is no trust between us and to me thats not a relationship" I say. "But I can give you one more change I guess" I say. "Really, I promise you I will be good this time" say Kat. I gave her a kiss and I left her there and I went to class. The next morning I went looking for her and I found her and we talk about stupid stuff. I feel so happy with her now. A week later I had a free period with vane. "Would you like to go eat vane?" I say. "Yes lets go" say vane. We went to LA SEVILLANA which is a colombian coffe shop. We went back to school and I saw Kat with Andres waiting for us at the door. "I wonder what they where doing" say Andres. Kat look at me really angry but didn't say anything. I started walking Kat to class and I try to makes jokes but she wouldn't laugh so I knew she was angry well more like jealous. We got to her class and she just walk in and I thought in my head of how rude she was. I started walking to my class which it was the one in front next to her class. She came in my class and when I saw her I also went out side. "Why would you leave with out kissing me first" say Kat. " well you didn't say anything so I figured that you where mad and didn't want to talk to me, so I just went to my class" I say. "I'm sorry, I just wanted to put my books in the desk and then stay with you still the bell ring" say Kat. The bell rang and I gave her a kiss a walk to my class. I went home. The next day. I woke up thinking that I have school and work so I get more tired. Its 4th period and Vane told me she was free so I went to look for her. I found her. "Want to go to la Sevillana" I say. "Yes lets go" say Vane. I drop off Vane and went home to change for work. When I got to work, they told me to come back at 4 because they where not busy and they didn't need me. I figured I go to school and look for Kat. I was so happy I would get time to spend with Her. I got to school and I went looking for Kat. I knew she had gym but she wasn't there. I went around the whole school looking for her and I couldn't find her. I started walking back to the gym. This is where she's supposed to be so maybe she'll be here. As I got to the gym, I saw Vane coming out of the bathroom. "Hey" I say. "I thought you had work" say Vane. " wow I can't believe this and thanks for lying to me" say Kat as shes walking away with her friend. I look at Vane like what just happen. "Do you want to hang out" say Vane. "I'm sorry, I'm not in the mood anymore" I say. I was so angry and upset. I went home and kept thinking what did I do wrong. It's time for work but I had to go, so I went anyways. The next morning I saw Maria, I say "HI", smile and walk away. "Hey, Steve I have a question" say Maria. I turn around, " what's up" I say. " you don't like Kriss" say Maria. "I'm sorry I don't" I say. "Why" I say. "Just wondering" say Maria. I walk away. I mean everyone knew I was dating Kat. I was so happy school is almost over and all I have is one more year but Kat has two. I didn't care. I wonder if she does care. As I was thinking all of this and walking to my class. I saw Kat. "Hey" say Kat. "I was waiting for you this morning" say Kat. "Well you are angry at me so I didn't go" I say. "I was not angry, is just that Andres say "I wonder what they where doing" in the morning and then you told me you had to work and now I find you with her so what was I supposed to think" say Kat. "First of all, you could off ask me why I was not at work, and if I was cheating on you, I wouldn't be stupid enough to be in school to cheat on you with someone from school, and I came back to school looking for you and I never found you still I found vane but I was never with her still 3 seconds before you came and left me there" I say with the most and sensitive angry voice. "I'm sorry, but everyone just talks bad about you, I believe you but it's hard when I see you with Vane, but when I'm jealous I over react" say Kat. "I know but that's the problem, because you treated me so bad for no reason when I came looking for you and spend like 10 minutes and walking around the school just for you and then you embarrassed me and treat me like crap, so I don't really think is fair for you to be distrusting me and treating me how ever you want for no reason" I say, raising my voice to much. She stood there frozen so I decided to just walk away and think things through. I was so hurt that I wanted to get back at her. What can I do thats going to hurt her so much. I know make her jealous. I went to look for Maria. I made sure there was people around. I gave her a hug and I gave her a kiss in the cheek but I made it look like I kiss her in the mouth. I knew that people around would tell Kat, what I had done. I knew it was wrong of me but I had to do something about Kat's jealousy. I didn't want to end our relationship because I love Kat. She knew I love her and I know she loves me. I avoid her that day so I can give people time to tell her that they saw me kissing Maria. The next day I went to school and I went to the place I pick up Kat. I saw her with an angry face. I already knew why she was angry but I'm going to wait for her to tell me because if I tell her or show her my feelings then she will know I plan it or that I'm actually cheating on her. I came up to her and gave her a hug and a kiss. "What's wrong?" I say. "Nothing" say Kat. "Well your face say's something else, but it's okay if you don't want to tell me" I say. We started walking to her class. Four periods pass by and she wouldn't say anything. This was killing me. I want her to say something. I knew someone had told her. After school we meet at our favorite place. "So are you going to tell me what's wrong or you want me to kiss you still you tell me what's wrong?" I say. "People told me that you kiss Maria" say Kat. "You know thats not true" I say. "I know but thats what people told me" say Kat. "Well I feel like you believe them by your face expression" I say. "If that's true then you haven't change at all" I say. "I have change" say Kat. "But it's hard when everyone tells me that you kiss Maria, but I didn't want to say anything because I know you would say this and I'm not going to say anything at all, I was just saying what I heard" say Kat. "Well to be honest, I did kiss Maria" I say with a sad face. "You did what" say Kat, about to slap me but she punch me instead. " I kiss Maria" I say. "I kiss her in the cheek of course" I say. "That really hurt, why would you punch and you gotta stop jumping to conclusion" I say. "I'm sorry, I know I gotta stop that" say Kat. "All I hear from you, it's I'm sorry that has to stop too" I say holding my shoulder in pain. I change the conversation. "So school is over in 3 weeks" I say. "Yes I know" say Kat. "I know we are not going to do anything this summer because of your mom" I say with a really sad face. We went our separate ways that afternoon. Those three weeks where the best weeks of our relationship. Summer came and I'm sure we will not see each other. "I love you so much and don't for get that" I say as if I was not going to see her at all this summer. "I love you too and I will try to see you. I promise" say Kat.