twisted love

Chapter 15

I open my eyes. Was all of that a dream. I have school so it didn't matter. I had to forget everything anyways. Life continues and there is nothing you can do about the past. I got to school I went straight to my chair. I was quiet and when that happens everyone leaves me alone and no one talk to me. Kat texted me "what was wrong". "If you answer last night you would of known but you didn't so it doesn't matter now" I reply to her text. I didn't talk to anyone all day. Julio try making jokes and I wouldn't laugh. They knew something was horribly wrong but no one knew only the people that live in my house. No one should know that. I kept thinking in my head. What could I have done to change how last night ended. What if I never had that party.  What if I was never born. I kept thinking this in my head all day. Why would my father do that. Would it get worst. What would happen if I'm not there. I went home and I lock my self in my room thankfully I'm off from work for the next couple of days. I don't feel like going to school anymore. Why do I feel so alone, so depressed. I feel like there is no point of doing anything at all. I'm against killing your self. There is always a solution just not that one. Some always has it worst then me so there is no point of killing your self. Someone is knocking on my door. I don't feel like answering but if I don't they wont stop trying. I mean it gotta be one of my family. I didn't answer. 10 minutes later I heard knocking again. I got up and open the door. "Hi" say my dad in Spanish. I was shocked. The least person I was expecting to knock in my door. I went to my bed. I didn't answer him. "I'm sorry son, I didn't mean for anything like that to happen, especially on your birthday, I was really drunk and I couldn't control my self, I hope you can for give" say my dad in Spanish. "The only way I would forgive you if you stop drinking forever" I reply in Spanish. He got up and he left my room. I was so sad that I just fell a sleep. I woke up at 7 30. I'm late for school. I run to my brother room and woke him up and we started to get dress when my phone started ringing. It was my mom. "Would you like anything to eat for dinner" say my mom. I look outside and it was dark. It was 7 30 pm. I felt so stupid. I went back to my brother room and told him it was night time. He just got mad. He didn't say anything. I went back to my room. I just lay there speechless. My phone started ringing it was Kat calling. "Hi" I say. "I'm sorry, I can feel like your going trough something and it shouldn't be by your self, you have a girlfriend that's hear to listing to you, I'm sorry, I didn't answer last night but I was sad cuz I left your party thanks to my mom, and I thought you call to yell at me, thats why I didn't answer but now I'm sure it wasn't that" say Kat. "I know I have you thats why I call you two times and if I didn't tell you today or talk to you is because I didn't want to talk about it anymore. I'm not mad at you, I'm just mad at my self" I say. "I gotta go, bye and I love you" I say. I hang up and started watching tv. I wanted to cry but I'm a guy so I'm going to suck it up instead. I went to sleep. A couple of week has pass by and it's time for halloween. I'm too old to go asking for candy. What can I do to pass a good halloween? My co-worker told me we should go to a beach and do fireworks. I never did fireworks so I'm excited but I'm a little scared. "Lets go to the village of Mineola again and help them out" say Kat. " I'm sorry, I have plans already but I can go for an hour or so just for you" I say. She got mad but didn't say anything at all. I went to the village and it was boring so I went to the beach. We exploded a bunch of fire work. We saw the coast guard coming so we ran out of the beach. I saw a car coming so I jump in one of the bushes when the car pass I got out. I saw car lights coming so I jump in one of the bushes and 2 of my friends continue to walk to on the street and car turn on the siren and light and he ask them a bunch of question and he search them and I remember I had the fireworks so I can't move or do anything at all. I was so afraid I almost pee my pants. The cops didn't find anything so they left and my friend say good job that was a really close one. We went home and I saw the time and it was 5 am. I had 3 miss calls from Kat. "Hey" I texted Kat. I got no response so I guess she's sleeping. We got home and I took a shower and went to sleep. At 9 am my phone started ringing and it was Kat calling. "Hello" I say with a woken up voice. "Where were you last night" Say Kat with a sound of an angry voice. "I was at the beach" I say. "Why, if I may ask" I say. "Well they told me they saw you with a girl" say Kat. "Not this again" I say. "It was a guys night out to the beach and there was no girls with us, still the cops show up and one of them was a girl but that was it" I say. "I'm going to continue to sleep so good night. I love you" I say as I was hanging up. A month has happen and it's time for thanksgiving. My family always makes turkey so I invited Kat to come over. I knew she wasn't coming so I was not expecting her. It's 6 o'clock and she's still not here. I didn't text her because I knew she wasn't coming. Me and my family started eating the turkey and we had fun. Kat texted me that her mom didn't let her out. I just answer ok because there is nothing else to say. Its been a month and it's almost time for Christmas. I'm ordering from Jc-penny a pair of hearts earring I got two of them. By accident I rap both of them, I'm to lazy to take them so I'll do it later. It's Christmas day and I'm on my way to drop off Kat's gift when I remember the two earrings are still inside and I don't have time to go back and change them. She gave Jordan's perfume. I don't like anything that has to do with him but I didn't show it. A week has pass by and Kat promise she will spend new years with me but of course I'm not expecting her to come home. It's six o'clock in the afternoon and Kat told me to pick her up at 10 and that she had to be home by 1 am. I was so happy because this is the first event in my house that she comes too. Its ten o'clock and I texted her I'm outside. She came out in this black very short dress but she looks very hot. Plus we are going to my house so I don't mind her been dress like that. We got to my house and my parents where gone. Kat look very worried. "Honestly I didn't know my parents where going out" I say. "It's okay, we get to be alone" say Kat with a guilty smile. We went in my room and we started watching CBS. Its 10 30 and I heard knocking in my room. "Oh my god, they are going to think wrong" say Kat. I open the door but only a little so my mom doesn't see Kat. "Can you give us a ride to the train station" say my mom. "Sure" I say. I look at Kat and she move her head side ways. She doesn't want to go. I got dress and went to drop off my parents and Kat was home. I'm sure she's mad. I got to the room and she run to the closet when I open the door. "It's me" I say. We spend all this time together still I went to drop her off at her house. I'm very happy at this point. I got home and went to sleep.