You Did This

Chapter Two

~Dash's POV~

I was finally home, in my bed. Everyone else was downstairs. I had my depression playlist playing, It's become a usual thing now. Nate, Maze, Taylor, Cam, Nash, Hayes, Matt, and even Sammy have been trying to get me to eat. Why should I nourish my rotting body? Why should I care for something that is so broken, and rotten? "You're just a rotten corps." I say to myself. "You aren't worth their time, and breath." "You're just rotting others around you." I pull myself out of bed, and walk into my bathroom that is attached to my room. "Just end it already. You'll be saving everyone from your own disease."

I open my medicine cabinet and pull out sleeping pills. I open the small bottle and pour about 10 pils in my hand and swallow them. "This is for the best." I nod at my reflection and attempt to leave my bathroom. I stumble and fall into the door, causing it to come off the hinges.

~Maze's POV~

Our eyes went wide, how could we be so stupid! Sammy, Nate and I ran up stairs to find our sister sprawled out on the floor and her bathroom door off it's hinges. "NO NO NO NO NO!" I scream. I burst into a fit of sobs and screams. "DO SOMETHING GOD DAMNIT!" I scream at Nate. Nate picks her up bridal style and we all rush into his truck once more. Sammy and Nate in the front, Me in the back with Dash laid across the back seats with her torso in my arms. I rock back and forth, I can't loose her. She's the best thing in my life, If she goes, I go too.

~Nate's POV~

I'm going to kill Carter if Dash succeeded with this suicide attempt. We make it to the hospital in 5 minutes tops. I open the back doors and Sammy takes Dash and carries her limp body, while Maze doesn't budge. "Maze, c'mon, please." I say with my voice waving. She still doesn't move, So I force her out. Not harshly though, I carry her so her legs wrap around my waist and her arms around my neck. "HELP PLEASE!" Sammy screams. Nurses and doctors rush to her aid and take her away on a gurney. Maze tightens her grip and I do the same, making sure to to crush her. Cam, Matt, Nash, Hayes, and Taylor went to get some food. I get a phone call and I grab my phone out of my pocket while still holding Maze.

"Yeah?" My voice cracks a little. "What happened to you guys? where is Dash!" Taylor is freaking out. "Hospital, Sh-She tried to commit suicide." I'm now sobbing. I may be a rapper, and a pot smoker, and all that shit. But this is my baby sister we're talking about here. "ON OUR WAY!" Taylor raises his voice and we hang up. Sammy comes over to us, crying just as hard as Maze and I. I pull him into a hug and we group hug, just sobbing.

~An hour later~

It's been an hour, and everyone is here. Except our parents. They're on a year long business trip. Dr.Lancaster walks out. "Dash Maloley?" We all stand up, Maze and I walk over to him to her what he has to say. "I'm sorry." NO! "We tried everything, You can say your final good byes now." Maze breaks down in a fit of screams. "Maze, C-C-Come on." I lift her up and we all walk to her room. There she lays lifeless. My sister, dead at 16, almost 17. "She never deserved this." Taylor says. Taylor, was her best friend. I pull Taylor in for a hug. "No one deserves this." He nods and pulls away. We all pull up a chair by her gurney. I grab her hand, This is all too much. Why? How long has this been going on? I should of kept an eye on her.

It's now been four minutes since she's passed. We're all about to leave, when. "GET THE DOCTOR!" I yell and Sammy runs out to get Dr.Lancaster. Her chest is moving up and down. "DASH? CAN YOU HEAR ME!!"I shout, trying to get her to wake up. Dr.Lancaster and nurses rush in and shove past us. "I need you to-" "NO DAMN IT! I ALMOST LOST HER ONCE! WE'RE NOT LEAVING!" Maze screams. They begin to shock her, which is the most unbearable thing you can see happen to your baby sister.

~Sammy's POV~

She did this because of me. They've shocked her three times when her heart rate comes back to normal. "It's a miricale. She's alive, and stable!" Dr.Lancaster cheers."Oh my god!" We all cheer in a unison and huddle together and hug. I have to tell Nate what I've done. "Nate, can I talk to you alone?" He nods. "Of course." We step out into the hallway. I break down in tears and he pulls me in. Nate is like- No no, Nate IS my brother. "This is all my fault Nate!" I say while sobbing. "Wh-What? No, this is Carters fault. I saw him kick her in the gut today..." I shake my head. "I used to bully her, along with Carter too." He tenses up, then relaxes...?

" I would beat the shit out of you. But, you came clean. It takes a real man to do this." I pull him into a hug and he hugs back. "I swear I will never hurt her again, She's too precious. I can't believe it took those cuts on her wrists from earlier to make me realize that." Nate pulls away and puts me at arms length.

"You like her don't you." I shake my head and he gives me a confusing look. "I love her man."

~Dash's POV~

I open my eyes to an unfamiliar place. I sigh, I was unsuccessful. "Dash?!" I know that voice. I look over to see Hayes. Oh my god, no. "Hi." I say lowly. He walks up to my bed side and hugs me. He begins to cry. Then it hits me, I would of left all of my loved ones pained if I had succeeded. "I want to talk to Sammy." Hayes nods and they all leave, and in comes Sammy a minute later. His eyes are swollen, and red. Has Sammy been crying, over me?! "Dash-" I shake my head at him and reveal my scars and fresh cuts to him.

"You did this, Sammy." "Dash! I never meant for it to go this far!" He raises his voice a little, while lightly sobbing. "You never mean anything you say or do! Why should I believe you?!" "BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!" What? My eyes widen, and my jaw drops. "I never realized how precious you were until I was carrying you out of the school today. I realized I was rotting you. I was the mold, and you were just the sweet innocent strawberry." Tears slip from both our eyes. "I promise you. I will never hurt you again, Nor let anyone else hurt you." He looks, and sounds like he means all of this. "Do you really l-love me?" I mean I've had a crush on him, but I always brushed the feelings off. I always thought he would never like, or even love someone like me. "Yes, Dash Mac Maloley. I Love YOU" Oh my god.

I motion for him to come sit next to me on my gurney. He does so with no hesitation and hugs me. My bully has loved me all this time. Wow. "I'm going to change who I am. I'm not going to bully anymore, or hang around Carter. Aaron honestly is the innocent one." I nod and cuddle into him. Nate and Maze walk in. Nate smiles widely along with Maze. "Nate told me everything. After today, I trust you with her. Don't let me down." Sammy nods and gets up so they can ambush me with hugs. "I'm so sorry guys. I won't ever let this happen again." They nod and we all hug once again.

~Next morning~

I'm able to go home, but I must be under supervision. I am diagnosed with depression. I have to take medication when it starts to get serious like it did last night. Sammy walks in with some clothes for me and my discharge papers. I smile and sit up with his help. "Thank you Sammy." He smiles and leans down to kiss my cheek. God, He gives me butterflies. "Nate, Maze, Nash, Hayes, Cameron, Matt, Taylor, and Aaron are at the house setting up for you." "Aaron?" He nods. "I swear to you, he's never harmed anyone... unlike me." He lowers his head. "Samuel Wilkinson! I do not want you dwelling on the past. I'm alive, I didn't succeed, and thank god I didn't!" He looks up at me with glossy eyes, oh god. Those eyes, I pull him in and kiss his cheek. He nods and hands me my clothes.

Sammy steps out into the hall so I can change into the clothes he brought. Sammy brought me a cotton long sleeve stripped dress, Thigh high socks, my black vans, and my make-up(Outfit Above). I asked for the make-up. He also had my fully charged phone. I walk out of my room and smile at Sammy. "Lets get out of here please?" He nods and smiles. God, I know he's my old bully. But I've always loved his smile. "Sammy?" "Yeah?" He asks while smoothly grabbing my hand and interlocking our fingers. I look at our hands and smile. "Hold on." He nods and we keep walking. I stop and he does to, He gives me a questioning look and I take a picture of our hands. He chuckles and we continue to walk. "What are we Sammy?" He takes a deep breath in. "I was hoping you'd be my girlfriend?" I chuckle at how nervous he is. I nod and he smiles widely. He lifts me up and spins me around.

"Sammy? I've never told anyone this. But." I pause and he nods for me to continue. "I've always wanted to sing, want to help me do covers on YouTube?" He smiles widely and helps me into his lifted Jeep. "Of course baby girl."