You Did This

Chapter Thirteen

~Maze's POV~

Today is Dash and I's birthday. I have this secret that no one in the house knows, I used to me so innocent. The memory of that day is forever engraved in my mind. I wish I could go back and change everything about that day, but I can't and it sucks.

~FlashBack~

"Babe you sure you don't want to come?" They were all going to play basketball, normally I would go, but mother nature decided to pay a visit. "Yeah babe, I don't want to play Basket ball on my period." He nods, Sammy stayed back as well. I'm not sure why, oh well right? "Okay baby, I'll bring you back some stuff." He smiles and kisses me on the lips, god I will never get tired of kissing Gilinsky, I'll never get tired of his love, his hugs, his smile, his everything. "Okay, bye baby, I love you." "I love you too babygirl." I will also never get tired of that, it makes me melt every time.

As soon as they guys left Sammy came out and had a smirk on his face. "Sammy that's creepy as fuck, can ya not?" He chuckles me and get on top of me and slams his lips onto mine. I try to push him off with all my strength, but he's heavier than I an. "SAMMY STOP!" He chuckles and shakes his head 'No' "You're in for a big surprise baby." What? Oh my god, No! Sammy started ripping my clothes off, literally ripping my clothing. Sammy started fondling with my body and I hated every bit of it. "Sammy Pleaseee, stop!" I was now crying but he didn't seem to care. Sammy gropped onto my breast and i let more tears fall.

Sammy grabbed a metallic packet, Gee at least he's using a fucking condom... Note the sarcasm. He slipped it onto his length and slammed into me with no warning. I didn't enjoy this one bit. I hated him, I hated him for doing this to me. "You like that baby?" I cried, not because of the pain, but because I'm being rapped and he is stealing my last bit of innocence. This went on for 30 more minutes until he finally released. He pulled out and left me there on the couch.

~FlashBack Over~

Today we were having a 'party' It's more of a kick back. I wanted to be happy, but whenever I looked in anything with a reflection, I wanted to peel my skin off. I decided to get ready since it was an all day thing. I threw on a faded maroon flowey tank top, denim shorts, Black timberlands,and some bracelets. I did my make-up with red lipstick. Rylee did my hair for me, and I loved it. If only I could love myself right now. I haven't told the rest of the guys and it's been eating me alive, I've gone into a serious depression. Not even Dash, or Nate can help me. I felt dirty every second of the day. I barely let anyone touch me. The worst part is, Gilinsky doesn't know, and he's been getting closer to Sammy.

~Dash's POV~

Today we're having a kick back for Maze and I's 18th bday. I and 7 months and 3 weeks today, I can't wait to meet Blaze. I threw on a PINK sweater long sleeve crop top, Ripped jeans and had Johnson roll them up to make the capris, My favorite Vans, a pink flower crown, and put blue hair chalk in my hair. I did simple make-up and just put chapstick on. I decided to wear my glasses today, and I put a new case on my Iphone6. My hair is naturally curly/wavey like Nates, so I had Johnson straighten it. Yes he is that kind of boyfriend, and he does it so perfect. Rylee came in for my help to pick and outfit for her. I picked out a white croptop that ends at the top of her belly button, High waisted light light pink skinny jeans, Tan high tops, a flower crown to match, and a crystal necklace. Rylee also put her glasses on. She did her own hair and make-up(Outfits Above).

Maze has been acting weird lately, and I am bound to find out. Blaze has been kicking all day, and it fucking hurts! "OUCH! Dammit!" I screamed and all the boys rushed over. They had wide eyes and worried looks. Nate ran up to me and put his hand on my belly. "You okay?!" He sounded extremely worried. He looked down cause he felt Blaze kicking and he let out a breath he was holding. "Blaze is just kicking, She's okay." I snapped my head towards him. "You try having a mini human in you kicking your fucking insides!" I yelled, he raised his hands in surrender. The boys have been a little bit scared of me, Yes I am bat shit moody, and I can be terrifying.