You Did This

Chapter Eight

~Sam's POV~

"You Did This" She walked off with saying nothing more. What the fuck was she talking about? Then it hit me. She saw me and the fan making out. "Dash, let me explain!" I hollered after her. She stopped all to quickly. "EXPLAIN WHAT SAM?! THAT YOU JUST GO AND MAKE OUT WITH YOUR FANS WHEN YOU HAD A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND?! I THOUGHT I COULD OF TRUSTED YOU SAM! THANKS FOR PROVING ME WRONG!" Fuck! what have I done. I fell to my knees and sobbed. "Dude, we heard everything. Whay happened?" Kian asks as Him and Jc sit in front of me. "I fucked up, like I always do. I didn't even kiss the fan, but I didn't pull away either." Jc got up and walked towards Dash. "C'mon man, lets get you out of here." I nodded and we walked up to our room. 

~Dash's POV~

I honestly thought he would be the last person to hurt me. I guess I should of let him talk, but there was nothing I wanted to hear right now. "Dash." Well, looks like I'm not gonna get what I want. "What Jc." My eyes are blood shot, puffy, and irritated. "Sam didn't kiss that fan, she kissed him. He was just stupid and didn't pull away." "So that makes it okay? If I were to do that Sam would react just like I did and still am. I just need to focus on my own depressing life right now. He fucked up, He didn't even tell me right away. I can't take anymore hurt." I was now crying, I just want to be home, in the safety of my room. "Lets get you back to our room, you need to sleep." I nod because I don't want to fight anymore. 

I went into the room , I now share with Nate and got into high waisted black leggings, and a jack and jack wild life pull over hoodie, and put on a jack and jack snap back on. "I'm going to hang out in suite #2, kay Nate?" "yeah, okay. Be safe." I chuckle and nod and make my way across the hall. I knock on the door and Johnson answers it. "Hey, you really did buy our merchandise." He smiles. I nod. "Can I hang with you guys tonight, There's drama with Sam and I right now, and I don't want to be in there tonight. "Lemme ask the guys if they're cool with it." The fuck? Why wouldn't they be? "Yeah, whatever. Okay." I mumble. He shuts the door and that's when I wanted to cry. The door opens again and it's Nash. "Get in here Dash." I walk in with out hesitation and make my way to their living room where everyone was. There was an Open space next to Sammy, so I took it. I laid my head down on his lap and put my feet in Gilinsky's lap. 

Being around these 10 weirdo's made me slightly better, but not completely better. Sam used me as an arm rest and I didn't mind it at all. I hadn't known I was crying again until Grayson said something. "Yo, why is mystery chick crying?" Mystery chick? Oh yeah, they don't know who I am. "My name is Dash, and don't worry about it, hardly anyone does." His eyes widen at my come back. "What? Why would you say that? Don't your parents care?" Every one but Ethan snapped their heads to him and I ran into a random room. I could tell I made my way into Cams room. *Knock Knock* "Dash, I apologize, I had no idea." Grayson, I turn around with my eyes puffy and red once again."It's completely okay, It's hard y'know?" We both sat on the floor of cams room with the door open. "They died a week after I tried to kill myself. I won't be strong for long. I keep getting hurt and it sucks." He didn't say anything, he just got up and pulled me up. he pulled me into one of the most amazing hugs I've had in my life. 

"Where's Dash? I need her!" I pulled away from Grayson. The fuck is Sam doing here?! I walked to the living-room with Grayson, well more like following Grayson. Grayson stopped at the hallway entrance and I stood closely behind him. "What do you want Sam?" Ethan had walked over to us and stood to the right of Grayson so Sam couldn't get near me. "Dash? Is that you?" "No it's fucking mary poppins. Yeah, Sam it's me, now what do you want?" "You." I chuckled at that, if he wanted me so badly, he would of told me his mistake as soon as it happened. "No you don't. You wouldn't of done what you did if you had, or you would of told me as soon as possible." "Grayson, Ethan, y'all can move." They nodded and moved to the living room. He moved towards me and I flinched. Yeah, I think anyone is capable of hurting me, I was bullied by Sammy after all. "I-I-I I'm sorry."

~6 months later~

I had let Sam explain, but Nate was right. I needed to take a break from dating, and thank god Sam understood. Turns out that Hanna had lied to Sam to split us up. We're heading back home right now, turns out that Grayson, Ethan, and Rylee are moving to Omaha, Nebraska. We all had to buy 2-3 more suit cases because of all the gifts we received and the clothes we bought. I was holding hands with Kian as we boarded our plane. Kian and I had gotten extremely close these past 7 months. I was having an anxiety attack because we were boarding the plane. "You'll be okay Dashy." He reassured me. I nod and clung to his arm. Oh, as for Maze and Cameron, They broke up in the second month of our tour. 

~Flash back~

~Maze's POV~

"You're always so distant Cam, why?" I ask as tears start to burn my eyes. He was quiet and the look of guilt was evident on his face. "No need to explain, I understand everything just fine now." I laugh to and at myself. Of course he was bound to fall out of love with me on tour. Of course he was bound to love someone better and more worthy than me. "Maze, I-" I shushed him. "No, I'm not upset, Just promise me one thing." "Anything." "Love her like it's your last day at life." I peck his cheek and hug him. We ended on good terms, so that was good. 

~Flashback end~

~Dash's POV~

I can't wait to be back home, in the safety of my own home. My brother and the Jacks are going to record a new song, I can't wait to hear it. Our flight is going to be 4-5 hours longs, great. The plane took off and i tightened my grip on Kian. "Ow, Dash. God damn, claws much?" He chuckled. "Oh shit, sorry." I blushed and loosened my grip. I was in between Kian and Jc, so I made myself comfortable. Like any other chick would, I laid my head on Kian's thigh and my legs on Jc's lap. I instantly fell asleep. 

"Nah man don't wake her, just carry her off." Jc says. "Okay, can you get her carry on?" Kian asks, and I assume Jc nodded cause there was no response. I was being lifted, but nod bridal style. My legs dangled at Kian's side as did my arms, and my head was on his shoulder. "Aweee, S'cute!" Ethan said. "Shhh, she's sleeping, but I know right?" Kian said. "Yo, take a pic?" Kian asked. "Yeah man, lemme see your phone." "it's in my back pocket." I assume Ethan grabbed it and took the picture, more like multiple. I didn't care as long as I didn't have to walk. Kian lifted me more and readjusted his grip on me. I turned my head, so that my head is now in the crook of his neck, I decided to let him know that I was awake, so I lightly kissed his neck. 

~Kian's POV~

I felt something on my neck, it was soft.  It was Dash lightly kissing my lips. I smiled to myself, Yes I like Dash. I have for a while, but I knew she needed a break from dating. "I see you're awake, want me to put you down?" I hope she says no, I like holding her so close. "No, I really don't want to walk." She chuckles and wraps her arms around my neck. "Haha, Okay" We all got our luggage and walked out to our Limo. Grayson, Ethan and Rylee are staying with us until they can find a house, and until their furniture gets here. 

~Next day~

~Dash's POV~

I never i told the guys this, but I've been receiving enormous amounts of hate and I also wasn't taking my depression meds when I needed them. You can't fix something that's completely shattered. "Kian, can we talk?" I'm going to tell this weird ass mother fucker that I have feelings for him. I'm always at my happiest whenever I'm with him. It's pure happiness, I show my genuine smile when I'm around him, I don't have to fake being happy. "Sure Dash, what's up?" We were the only ones home, because the others needed to get stuff for challenges. I let out a deep breath and begin. "I have these feelings for you, I'm always my happiest when I'm with you. I don't have to fake being happy with you, because you truly make me happy, and you probably don't-" "Shut up Dash, I feel the same way, Lets take it slow though. I want to prove to you I won't break you, I want to be the one who builds you up again." He smiles and I nod.

The door slings open and I turn around to see who's at the door. We didn't recognize who it was. But we knew it wasn't one of our house mates. My eyes widen as the mystery guys raises a hand gun and shoots. The last thing I hear before everything goes black is 'DASH, NO!'